"Are we only going to talk about Harry?" I was more worried about the interview than the phone, "Should I mention my music?"
                          
"I can assure you they will only want to talk about Harry and you, but this is good, we need this right now," he looked like this managers in movies, typing on the phone and the computer while we drove in the back of the car.
                          
We got to the interview and things were ready for us to start, it was a news program, I was going to be interviewed in the section "The gossip break," Joe talked to the producers and they wanted me to focus on my life dating my favorite super star and getting to hang out with my favorite band. 
                          
"Alex, what did you think when you and Harry started going out? Did you see him as a celebrity or a just boy you were going on a date with?" Nicole asked me in this "gossip" voice that made me laugh a little. 
                          
"Well, I guess a little bit of both, because on one hand I was totally focused on getting to know the real him, so we'd be talking and I just forgot about him being in my favorite band, we were just two people getting to know each other, but then I came home and be like... "I just went on a date with the boy I used to cry for,"" It was heard to explain, but that was totally what happened to me, "After a few dates you just learn how to separate your fan self and real self," 
                          
"Is he different than what you expected him to be as a fan?" That was a really good question. 
                          
"I knew he was a good person and a really kind human being, the kindest, and he is... but I guess it's different because as a directioner I just saw him interact in concerts or interviews, only public appearances, but in real life we get to eat together, sing, drive around, it's the complete other side to what I had seen... I don't know how to explain myself," 
                          
"It's okay, we got the point," she assured me and read another question from her cards, "How does it feel to date this womanizer guy that every girl in the planet desires? Are confident with your relationship?"
                          
"It's weird to see girls calling him their boyfriend, but I totally get it, I was them, I still am," I was really careful with my word choice, "I am really confident in us, since day one, he's shown me I'm the girl he wants to be with and I trust him deeply, I also don't think he's a womanizer, that's what media wants to make him look like, the Harry I know is kind, loyal, loving, caring and the sweetest boy I've ever met,"
                          
"What about the boys? What was it like to meet them?" 
                          
"I was a little nervous around them in the beginning, but it's actually really funny, when we're hanging out I just forget they're my favorite band, we're just friends having a good time and talking about our issues... but, when I see them singing or making interviews... I become a total fangirl," we both laughed, it was the truth, I lose it when they're cute and goofy. 
                          
"How do they feel about you being a fan?" 
                          
"They're amazing, in the beginning I never told them about this, I was just their bandmate's girlfriend, but there was this day when the conversation came up, they asked who my favorite artist was and Harry put me on the spot, I confessed I was a fangirl and they gave me a group hug, I was a little embarrased, and of course after the hug, I got bombarded with questions," 
                          
"So fans on twitter are dying to know what you told them about fan fiction and they also want to know what's your favorite novel," I knew that question was coming. 
                          
"They just asked me if I've ever read them and I let them know I have," I felt my blood rushing to my cheeks, "I can't tell you which one's my favorite because they will go and read it, they were dying to know, but I don't want them to read the fictional stories I enjoyed about them, it's my privacy as a fan, so guys, if you happen to be watching this, that's something you'll never know," I talked to the camera laughing, there was no way I was letting them know I enjoyed mafia love stories about them...