natalie atkins
4:26PM
phoenix, arizona"i hope we never change, i hope we stay the same, i hope-" i hum along to scott who was playing the guitar as we were writing the song.
"that we can love through the pain?" he suggests.
"after the honeymoon fades." i continue, scott puts his guitar down and high fives me.
"and that is an amazing chorus." he tells me which makes me smile.
to be completely honest, this song was about shawn, and all the emotions i was currently feeling with him, he had just asked me out a couple months ago and i've just been riding this high of having all those romantic feelings again.
i've missed this, truly, the last time i felt like this was when i began dating cyrus but that quickly turned sour.
shawn made me believe that love exists again, and i truly think that i could be slowly falling in love with him, which is a dangerous game.
on one hand i'm happy that i feel like this again, but on the other hand i also feel scared, cautious and weary of trying not to commit the same mistakes as my precious relationships, which is exactly what i told scott.
that's how we began writing this no-name song, i only have this chorus and one line that i want to incorporate somewhere.
"you came at a time when my heart was selective." i sing but then shake my head, "it doesn't work there." i huff.
scott chuckles, "it's a process, don't worry, it will come to you."
"hey guys!" shawn. i quickly hide my notebook behind my back, making sure he couldn't see it, "what you guys doing back here?" he asks suspiciously with a cheeky grin on his face.
"nothing, just talking about music." i say, shawn bends down and gives me a quick peck, making scott fake gag.
"ok ok lovebirds, i'm out." he says, grabbing his guitar and walking out.
"now what were you really doing?" shawn asks, sitting down in his spot and looking at me, i smile, shaking my head.
"nothing, don't worry." i climb into his lap and wrap my arms around his neck, "where were you?" i ask.
"i went outside to go speak to some fans, they're wild out there." he tells me, i chuckle at his comment, resting my head on his shoulder.
"we should go out there together." i say with a smile.
"let's go then."
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