"Hello Auckland, how are you?" I said while waiting for stage to get ready for other song. People were screaming, I smiled.
"Yeah, me too I guess!" I laughed.
"Now I want to perform a song I wrote one night while feeling furious and heartbroken. I don't think releasing it because of the hate I will receive if I release it..." I chuckled and continued. "Hope you guys will like it!"
The melody came in and I started to sing.
No one love you like I love ya
Never cheat, never lie
Never put no one above ya
I gave you space and time
And now you're telling me you miss it
And I'm still on your mind
We were one in a million
Our love was hard to find
Yeah, for Dylan. Who could it be for?
Do you stay up late, just so you don't dream?
Every time your lips touch another
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Every time you dance with somebody
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Do your days get a little bit longer?
Nights get a little bit colder?
Heartbeat a little bit louder?
Hah ah ah ah oh (do you feel me?)
Days get a little bit longer? (Feel me)
Nights get a little bit colder? (Feel me)
Heartbeat a little bit louder?
Hah ah ah ah oh
When I see a paper that has a text on it says 'Dylan❤️Selena' I got furious and took the paper from them, wrinkled it and threw it away.
When you're running, who you run to?
Where do you go to hide?
When she ain't giving you enough to get you through the night
Won't be caught up in the middle
Of your highs and your lows
Baby, 'long as you're not with me, you'll always be alone
Do you stay up late, just so you don't dream?
People were in a little shock about the lyrics because of that they were thinking we were still dating with Dylan. Guess what kids, we are not because he decided to keep things from me!
Every time your lips touch another
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Every time you dance with somebody
I want you to feel me
I want you to feel me
Do your days get a little bit longer?
Nights get a little bit colder?
Heartbeat a little bit louder?
Hah ah ah ah oh (do you feel me?)
Days get a little bit longer? (Feel me)
Nights get a little bit colder? (Feel me)
Heartbeat a little bit louder?
Hah ah ah ah oh
I sang the rest of the song and resumed my beautiful concert.
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When I came to my hotel room I saw my mom, my manager, my doctor, Taylor and Demi at the room.
"Should I be scared?" I asked while closing the door.
"Yeah, you should because you can't resume this tour." said my doctor.
"What? Why?! I love this!"
"You can't keep going performing with the serums you take. Your lupus is going to ruin you. You should take a break."
"No, please! Just 4 months!"
"Yeah Selena 4 months will KILL YOU!" said Taylor with an angry tone. They were right, my mental health wasn't well too.
"Also after taking a break with Dylan, this would more affect you than you think. You have to take a break Selena." said Demi with her sissy tone.
"But my fans are so excited to see me. How could I do this to them?"
"I think they would be more excited if you keep living?" said Taylor.
"My little baby I know this is so hard for you, cancelling the thing gives you strength. But you need to think yourself too."
"I just want to live my life and even my body doesn't allow me! What kind of freak am I?" I was crying while saying this because it was too hard for me to finish this. I didn't have a chance to say goodbye. Tay and Demi hugged me.
"You should make a public announcement on twitter and instagram. Your fans would understand that it is for your health. Mental and physical." said my manager. I nodded my head. We were probably go back to US and I wasn't ready to face with Dylan.
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What If... | Dylena
Fanfiction"Yeah precious Dylan O'Brien, I, Selena Gomez, love you more than everything!" °°°°°°° "I love you so much Selena and I don't want to lose this." °°°°°°° hi, before we get to started i wanted to make some things clear. im not a native english spea...
