So Cold (2p China-sequel to I Will Not Bow)

                                    

                                          
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(Sequel to I will not Bow)
                          

So Cold-Breaking Benjamin 

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You sat up abruptly from your sleep. Sweat poured down your face while you panted for air.
Xiao awoke from his sleep and sat up besides you, pulling you into a hug.
"Another nightmare, aru," he asked you sleepily, before releasing a yawn.
"Yeah...I'm sorry that I woke you up again, it's just that these nightmares...they just," you tried to find the words to describe how your nightmares have been affecting you for the past few weeks. Not only have you been tortured by nightmares, but headaches and flashes of memories that you couldn't recall.
 As you pondered over your nightmare, Xiao gave you a squeeze before asking about what they were about.
"They're just so crazy! It's the same dream every night, but they make no sense."
"It's ok, you can tell me, aru."
"They're about you and me, but not in a good way. I was chained to a wall, and you were watching over me with a smirk. You would inject this poisoning or something into me, and it was just so scary," you told him as tears began to pour down your face.
You felt Xiao flinch, and hold you tighter.
"Shh, it's ok. I would never do anything to hurt you, kitten, aru," he comforted you.

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while strong men die

After telling Xiao about your dreams, he began to act strange around you.
He seemed more jumpy, but still caring, nevertheless.
"Hey Xiao? Why don't we go on a date today; just the two of us," you offered.
"That sounds great, kitten. Why don't we go to that café you like in town, aru."
You nodded your head before going to get ready. A smile graced your face at the thought of being with the man you love.

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

The two of you walked down the street, hand in hand, to the café nearby.
It was a nice day outside. The sun was out, and it felt great.
A smile remained on your face as you happily help onto Xiao's hand, but it faltered when you began to feel a sharp pain in your head.
You kneeled down at the pain of your headache.

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

Memories flooded through your mind at an incredibly fast pace. You screamed in pain.
Xiao tried to pick you up, but you pushed him away.
You began to remember; the kidnapping, the drugging, the fear, all of it.
He lied. All of it was a lie.

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me one last time

You stumbled to your feet, and tried to run away, only to fall flat on your face.
You turned over to see Xiao towering over you with a dark glare.
"What is it my kitten, aru."
"G-get away from me y-you...you monster," you shouted at him, trying to push yourself away from him.
Xiao released a sigh before pulling a needle out of his jacket pocket.
"Sadly, I knew this day would come. Too bad, I was enjoying our relationship, aru."
He leaned down an injected the shot into you. You struggled in his grasp but eventually grew tired, falling into the darkness.

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
Well, that's alright, let's give this another try

"Wake up, kitten. It's time to get up, aru," a voice called to you.
You slowly opened your eyes to see that you were in your bed; Xiao at the end corner of it watching you.
"Get away from me you monster," you shouted once again, pushing yourself as far away from him.
Xiao released a sigh before making his way towards you.
"Why do you have to be so arrogant, kitten? Remember all of the good times we had together, aru," he asked giving you a sad look.
"Those times weren't real! I was drugged into believing that I like you," you screamed at him.

A dark shadow covered Xiao's face as a low chuckle came from him.

"Since the drugs made you so happy, why don't we give you some more, aru," Xiao said while pulling out a needle as a crazed glint held in his eyes.

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

Needle after needle, drug after drug. Every time Xiao saw you he would give you a drug. You could barely see straight with everything he drugged you with. Getting out of bed was out of question with your nausea and dizziness.
You could barely remember how you looked. Your mind was abuzz. Nothing seemed right, or sane, it was all a complete mess.

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me one last time

"Kitten? How are you feeling today, aru," Xiao asked your pale form.
No response was given as you stared dead at him with your dazed eyes.
"I'll take that as good," he chuckled.
He continued to have a one-sided conversation with you as you blankly stared forward.

It's alright

I can't escape, can I

It's alright

I never will

It's alright

This is my life from now on, huh

It's alright

My freedom left me at the moment this man entered my life

It's alright

I'm stuck listening to him to everything he says

It's alright

I'm stuck with him injecting me with drugs

It's alright

I'm stuck with a crazy mind

It's alright

And I can't do anything about it

It's alright

I'm stuck being his toy, forever