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Atlanta, Georgia
New Years Eve
11:34 pm
Monse Santiago 
                          
"They lock the door when we walk in Fendi, save the 100 them dubs we spending. New G-wagon she already gone. Real grown woman she ain't lost her body." Kianna and Tee rapped along to the music playing on the loud speaker. We had a good thirty minutes before it was a New Year and I'm so ready. 
                          
They was drinking liquor out the bottle and I felt so left out. Ugh perks of pregnancy I don't even know what I'm going to do with a baby. 
                          
"Monse." Candice called. I looked at her and started walking up the stairs to her. I went into his mother's room and she closed the door. 
                          
"My son never really knew how to treat a female, meaning he thought money wrong since all the problems. But I know my son and I know that he loves you." she started.
                          
Flashback
                          
As me Kianna and Tee walked downstairs to leave the house, I saw her brothers sitting on the couch. I stood behind the girls as one of them stared at me. I refused to make eye contact with him because he's grown and probably has a family. But god he was fine as hell. "Where y'all going?" he asked looking us all up and down. 
                          
"To mind our business." Kianna crossed her arms. Once the man examined her outfit he frowned. "You need to go change ya fucking outfit." he demanded. I saw nothing wrong with the outfit. It was a sundress that stopped at her ankles, yeah it showed her curved but she didn't expose anything. He lit a blunt and blew the smoke out of his mouth. 
                          
"You always messing with her." Tee said taking up for her. "Shut up." he bucked at her and she flinched a little. I tried to hold my laugh in as his brother joined in laughing with him. "You lame as hell." I put my hand over my mouth giggling. "Fuck is funny?" the lighter one asked. I looked at him and at Tee to make sure I wasn't tripping. "He talking to me." I asked. 
                          
End
                          
"He might be my son but if you feel he doesn't deserve another chance you don't have to give it to him." she said. "Thank you." I nod my head taking her advice. I stood up giving her a hug, I'm glad that I can call her a mother-in-law. I walked out of her room running back downstairs to the girls. "I think I'm gonna give him another chance." I blurt out. They just looked at me shaking their heads. I ignored their head shakes and plopped on the couch. 
                          
"It's something about that man, I can't leave em alone." I shrug rubbing my eyes. I was getting kind of sleepy. 
                          
"HAPPY NEW YEARS BITCHES!" Kianna yelled driving the boat. "AHHH NEW YEAR NEW MENTALITY." Tee joined her chugging some 1800. "Yes New Year, new mentality." I nod smiling. I looked at my phone and it was 12:00. 
                          
"Y'all wanna ride the city?"
                          
"Sure I'll drive because you bitches not able." I say standing up. "That was the plan anyway." Tee jumped clapping. 
                          
*
                          
I woke up in the bed alone at the house I moved into with Von. I decided to stay here because I wanted to be alone. The sheets and covers smelled just like him and I was so wrapped up in them. 
                          
I headed to the bathroom hunching over the toilet throwing up. I still have morning sickness but I'm maintaining it. I rinsed my mouth out with water and started brushing my teeth and washed my face. I started some shower water and took some comfortable clothes out so that I could cook since I'm staying in today. 
                          
After bathing I wrapped a towel around me and walked into the room. "AHH!" I screamed seeing Javon standing by the dresser taking his shirt off. He jumped and turned around seeing me. "When did you get out!" I grabbed my chest my adrenaline was rushing from the smaller scare. "Few hours ago, I had went to my mama house to freshen up. I thought you would be there." he rubbed his hands together walking over to me. I backed away from him. "I thought your bond was locked."
                          
"I have my ways." he tilted his head grabbing me pulling me towards him. "I can't touch you?" he asked looking down at me. "I just don't-"
                          
He cut me off kissing me deeply while placing one of my legs on his waist. "I'm sorry." he said in between pecks. He placed me on the bed hovering over me with his chains dangling in my face, his hands on the side of my head. "Do you forgive me?" he bit his lip. I took a huge gulp nodding my head yes. Damn I'm so dumb for this but I can't help it.
                          
His hand crept up the towel as he looked in my eyes. His thumb moved in circular motion gently against my clit as I let out a small moan. Biting down on my lip I felt pleasure feeling him pumping with two fingers. I became wetter by the minute. He pulled his fingers out licking them with a smirk on his face. He dropped down between my legs spreading them open. 
                          
He licked my slit from top to bottom causing me to shiver. Ugh it happens every time. "This my pussy." he said before taking my clit in his mouth. As he was eating I felt the urge to throw up again but it wouldn't come out. I moved around trying to get away but he had a tight grip on me. "Stop running from me." He smacked the inside of my thigh. He stuck his tongue inside of my vagina making smacking noises. "Shit." I groan feeling my toes curl up. My stomach sank in so I know I was about to cum. 
                          
"Cum for me." he whispered as he sucked my clit and fingered me at the same time. I gasp as I reached my climax and he kept going. "I'm done." I said grabbing his head, instead of stopping he grabbed my hand getting even sloppier with it. 
                          
"Mm Javon stop." I bite my lip to keep from moaning. He finally got up and gave me a wet sloppy kiss. He pulled away licking his lips. "Taste so damn good." he shook his head wiping his face off. 
                          
"My court date is getting pushed back. They got me for murder and possession of drug." he said like he didn't care. I ignored him wiping myself off and putting the shorts and shirt on. He followed after me and into the kitchen. 
                          
"Monse you still mad at me ma?"
                          
"No I'm just." I took a deep breath. "I don't know I'm scared to get back in a relationship with you KNOWING you gone do the same thing." I say opening the fridge. "I'm not. Just trust me this time."
                          
"I trusted you the last time." I turn looking at him.
                          
"But this time you really gotta trust me. It ain't gone happen no more I promise."
                          
"Whatever." I said chuckling. I don't believe shit he is saying.

                          
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