Chapter 6

                                    

                                          
✨angst✨
Third person POV
The day ended for class 1-A and aizawa eyes trained on denki, the blonde boy was just to quiet for his liking, neverless aizawa backed down from saying anything. 
Weeks came and gon and it was the same results every time denki slowly, erased his self from everything. stopped going to study groups, but no one noticed the changes. No one noticed how he stopped going to the Bakugou desk or stopped walking with them to school, no one noticed how he stopped going to lunch with the rest of the class, slowly kaminari denki distance his self from the class. Nobody noticing anything. Or at least  that's what he thought until today.
Like the past few days denki waited till half of the class left to start packing his stuff so he doesn't look any type of suspicious. After denki got his stuff ready he got up to leave only to be met with izuku 'deku' and todoroki, "uhm hey deku can I help you" denki asked internally cringing at the nickname he instigated on making them call him. Izuku cleared his throat " uhm lately you haven't been uhm yourself and I was wondering if you were okay" izuku asked and todoroki nodded with him his face straight but his eyes filled with worry.
It felt like years but denki heart lifted a bit a little bit of hope firing up in his core, but denki quickly put it out, he didn't know what this was or their intentions he didn't know what they wanted either he couldn't trust them anymore. So denki did the only he knew how to do, which was smile wihich seemed like the wrong move now.
Izuku starred at denki in shock, he realized that this was the first time he seen denki smile in weeks, " anyways midoriya thanks for whatever concern you have but I'm okay" denki said holding a small thumbs up, izuku nodded even if the stomach hurling guilt in his stomach wouldn't go away he knew he couldn't do anything about it now.
A hand made it's way onto his shoulder, izuku looked up at todoroki. "we can't do anything about it right now we might have to wait until there is actually an opening" todoroki muttered for only izuku could hear, even if izuku didn't like it he knew todoroki was right "cmon let's go" izuku muttered and they both left.
Denki walked down the hall thoughts racking his brain, why did izuku care? How did izuku notice? Was this some other sick prank where they pretended to care then ditch him when he needed them the most? Denki couldn't comprehend what was going on, his mind became fuzzy and unfortunately he knew what that meant. Denki quickly made his way to his dorm shutting and locking it right behind him. 
TW: don't know if this triggering but PANIC ATTACK
Denki slid down to the floor his hand making there way to head grabbing each side of hair, burning hot tears slid down his face and loud questions seem to ring through his head. He didn't know what triggered the sudden panic attack but he knew it wasn't going away any time soon. Denki breathe got heavy and quick, his clothes felt so uncomfortable on him. 'You can't trust them you seen what they did you can't trust anyone' that sentence rang through his head.
Why?
What was going on l?
What triggered this why was he acting like this.
Memories flashing through his mind, ines where he would be on kirishima back, joke around with Mina, make fun of bakugou and try his coking, and some where he would be in sero arms in movie night feel safe. For the first time in his life he had a 'healthy' family that could take care of him. A sob escaped through his lips eyes closed tightly and his nails digging deep into exposed skin trying to claw whatever unbearable hotness there was on his skin,     
After some time denki breathe calmed down, he seemed finally able to regain his senses, he was able to feel the burn in his arm or the pain headache in his head. Though denki felt like shit and probably looked like shit, he didn't care though. Denki flopped on his side on the hardwood floor, denki soon found his self dozing off into an uncomfortable.
TW:over!
Sleeping on the floor wasn't one of denki best decisions in hi s life, he woke up his shoulders and arms completely sore. Denki winced as stared at the long red marks he created and his skin, denki cringed. As he remembered things from his past. Denki quickly pushed it them in the back of his mind trying to forgot them. Denki slowly stood up from his spot in the floor and walked to his bathroom, if he was being honest he would take his floor over his bed. It didn't feel better, but it didn't make him miss the warmth his 'friends' used to give him, and again the memories he had, shake the thoughts from his head denki quickly got ready to get in the shower and hopefully feel better. Hope seems to have a problem with him today because the water did nothing but cause him stinging around his  scratches, at least it caused denki a distraction.
Denki stared at his self in the mirror questions running through his mind, what did izuku say to trigger him so badly. Denki has had panic attacks before but something had to trigger him for the panic attack to be that bad. Denki sighed, he didn't have time for this he didn't need to worry about this. It was gone and over with there was nothing to worry about anymore. 
With that final thought denki dropped the subject from his brain.
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So like ✨angst✨ eh I don't think I'm cut out for a full angst chapter but like I tried 👍,anyways I got a tiny little idea for another story staring the friendship ✨kamiizu/izukami✨ but like I don't know so 
I'm out~~~~