The Test

                                    

                                          
I CHANGED THE COVER AGAIN!!! apologies if it confused anyone...
                          
⚠️ TW: fainting
                          
Y/n's POV:
                          
My eyes slowly open and adjust to the light coming from the open curtains. Once I can see properly, I turn over to see Sarah. Her golden locks of hair framing her face and being all messed up on the pillow too. Her face was completely calm, at peace. I could look at her like this forever. Her skin glows under the sun rays, highlighting everything on her face and bare skin. Her naked body was beautiful, everything from her collarbones to her toned stomach to her legs and cheekbones and back. Everything about her is perfect. Sarah slightly groans and turns, so we are completely face to face. Her eyes flutter open and she looks me right in the eyes with a small smile forming on her face. I brush the stray hairs out of her face and I get lost in her dark oaky eyes again. "Morning" she whispers out in her raspy voice. "Morning" I reply whilst my hands reach for around her waist to bring her closer. I snuggle into her body and she does mine. Our bare bodies just together, it felt safe.
                          
After about 30 minutes of cuddling with Sarah, we get up. I pull the sheets around me, feeling slightly embarrassed about being naked. She sniggers and slightly pulls at the sheets causing them to fall off and we just laugh. I get changed into some joggers and a baggy t-shirt, whilst Sarah just stands there. "Oh shit, you need some clothes, don't you?" I ask laughing. "Yes, now stop staring at meee, it's rude to stare" she joked out. "But how can I not stare, when something so beautiful is in front of me" I joke back and throw another baggy t-shirt and some shorts to her. Once she is ready, she takes me downstairs to have breakfast. Hand in hand, I felt so happy. We make it downstairs and the house is empty since Doris has taken the other kids out for the day. I grab some bowls and cereal, whilst Sarah grabs the milk and makes some tea. We sit in front of the tv with our tea and breakfast, turning over the channels. Nothing on tv is interesting.
                          
Sarah's POV:
                          
Y/n keeps on turning the tv channels over, there is absolutely nothing on that is interesting. I think it's time to say something. I look into her eyes, she laughs "whattt?" I don't really know how to approach this topic but it's necessary to talk about. I put my cereal down on the coffee table in front of me and grab one of y/n's hands in mine. Lost for the right words. But I just start speaking, "okay, so I know we talked a lot about everything yesterday, but I need to know" I say whilst becoming slightly breathless. "Need to know what?" y/n asks and stares at me concerned. "Okay, so you know what happened. Well, did it cross your mind that he could've got you pregnant?" I ask and squeeze her hand. She sits there completely speechless. It looks like 100 thoughts are spinning through her head. She pinched the bridge of her nose and looks at me scared. "I just need a minute" she says whilst getting up from the sofa. She stands for a second then collapses onto the floor. Oh shit, oh shit indeed. I freeze for a second then go over to her body, gently shaking her. Nothing seems to work, her face has gone cold. I get up and grab a towel. Making it wet with warm water and dab it on her forehead. She slowly starts to wake up from the damp towel on her forehead. She looks at me confused slightly. She puts her hand on her head. "Fucking hell" she laughs slightly but concern is still on her face. "Are you okay sweetheart, do you remember what we just talked about?" I ask. "Mhmm, I just panicked I think and that's why I'm now on the floor" she spoke quietly now. I took a moment before I spoke then said "well, whatever you choose about this possible pregnancy then I'm here for you 100%. I will be by your side no matter what happens" I reassure her. She smiled weakly at me, then moved to lean her back on the bottom of the sofa. I get closer to her and wrap my arm around her shoulder. "Do you want me to go and get a test?" I ask carefully not wanting to scare her more. She takes a big breath in and looks at me with worry. "Umm, sure. I guess I'll come though" she whispers out.
                          
We are on our way in the car now to get the test. Y/n is just sat there playing nervously with her fingers as I drive. I place my hand on her thigh and squeeze it reassuringly whilst keeping my eyes on the road. Once we make it to the shop, I get out and go in to get the test. I grab 5 because I don't know what's best to be honest. I pay, then walk back to the car, y/n is still sitting there, staring into her hands with her head down. I get in the car and kiss the top of her forehead and place the tests on her lap. "Might as well bought a whole stock of tests hmm?" she giggles. "Well, better to be safe then sorry" I laugh back. She smiles slightly and looks at the road ahead as we drive off.
                          
Y/n's POV:
                          
Sarah took me to the store and bought the tests. I am now staring at the 5 tests on the bathroom counter and Sarah is hugging me from the front, my head on her right shoulder. Her tight hugs could solve everything, I feel so safe under her touch. "Has it been 15 minutes yet?" I ask Sarah. "No, not yet baby, it's only been 5. Don't worry, everything will be okay." she whispers into my left ear. I don't think I've ever felt more scared and safe at the same time. I'm surprised Sarah hasn't gotten up and left like everyone else in my life. Like my parents, teachers, friends, everyone has left at some point except her. This thought causes me to hug her more tightly and sniffle a bit. "What's up darling?" she asks gently. I sit there for a moment trying to say what I needed to say, without trapping her with me. "I just don't want you to leave ever. I mean you can if you want, I don't want to force you to be somewhere or with someone you don't like. But I just need you." I ramble and croak out, holding back the tears. Her left arm now pulls me back from the hug and she pushes some stray hairs from my face. She giggles slightly and kisses me quickly. "I would never leave you, I promise that little one" she says smiling and then smothers me with kisses. I really love her. Like I'm in love. Weird feeling, but she is the one for me. "Want to check the test then?" she asks, pulling me from my thoughts. "Sure, let's look" I say as we get up and turn to look back at the bathroom counter...
                          
// Cliffhangers are so fun to write, but annoying to read if you're the reader lol, so don't kill me for this, hehe. This chapter is happier than the last few. Hope you all have a really good week!!! <3 \\