I was watching Jisoo and Bobby since he reached her. They seemed to be talking about some very serious stuff given Bobby's reaction for then lately laugh, either changing the subject or joking, but honestly I didn't care. My focus was on Jisoo, how friendly and touchy she was with Bobby and viceversa, I knew they were exes due to listening to Jisoo's conversation the other day. And I didn't like that. At all.
She was my property, always have been since I first laid my eyes on her, since she went on my motorcycle and wrap and slender arms around me. She was mine and mine only.
After staying there while simply keeping an eye on them, I saw the two stand up; Jisoo attaching herself to Bobby's arm and walking out the place.
I couldn't stand her and watch her be so close to him, so I left my car telling my driver to be ready to go, as I made my way towards Jisoo «Kim Jisoo.»
She jumped a little, startled by my cold voice «Ma'am? What is it?»
I grabbed her arm and pulled her saying «Let's go.»
I was stopped by Bobby grabbing her other arm and pulling her behind him saying «Just what the fuck do you think you're doing? You abusive bastard.»
I rolled my eyes, that's what they were talking about, mine and Jisoo's past «She signed a contract to always be available. She's coming with me.»
Bobby kept standing between the two of us «I don't think so. You can do stuff by yourself just like you always did before her for a couple of hours.»This boy was starting to irritate me.
«Do you know who you're talking to?» I asked coldly as he nodded once
«A sick person. Jisoo is gonna stay here with me since you already gave her the free time.»
I glared at Jisoo who gasped and said «Uhm, Bobby...» he turned his head a little to look at her «It's okay. We can meet another day. Perhaps Sunday? I don't have work that day.»
I smirked already planning how not to let her go while Bobby said «She's overworking you. It's illegal.»
I shrugged «It's okay, really. I like this job anyway and I did sign a contract although she kinda tricked me but, ya know, don't wanna have legal problems.»
Bobby sighed and fully turned towards her, placing his hands on her shoulders «Fine. But if she tries something, anything, hit me up. Alright?» she nodded and he kissed her forehead for then patting her hair making her blush, so he added «You're just like back then. You're still a puppy who loves cuddles.» he chuckled as she also chuckled
«Can't deny that. I'll see you on Sunday then?»
He nodded «I'll text you and we'll see when.»
She nodded and came towards me rolling her eyes «Let's go you psychopath.» then she waved at Bobby who waved back smiling for then glare at me, as I smirked at him in victory.Jisoo would have always come back to me. One way or another. And she knew that. The liking her job was mainly an excuse as she couldn't accept that.
We went in my car as I told the driver to start while Jisoo said «I can't believe that even if we're not together, you still meddle with my life. I'm a free person, I can hang out with whoever I want and even date if I want to. I told you back when we were a thing that you were too much, I've warned you before breaking up and I explained it to you again after I broke up with you to make you learn, to make it get in your thick skull and make the next girl happy instead of going through what I did. But obviously you didn't listen, you never did. And you don't care, you never did...» she mumbled the last part looking down pissing me off so much that I straddle her and grabbed her neck making her gasp and look at me in fear
«Do not! Do not say I don't care or that I've never did! You were and still are literally my everything! I care about you and you know it! How dare you say otherwise?!»
She started to tear up as she said «THAT'S HOW I FELT!» I stared at her as she said looking straight into my eyes «I felt like my opinions, my needs... Nothing about me matter. That I didn't matter to you... I always tried to share everything with you, but you always HAD to have the final say... Not caring whether I agreed or not... It hurt... you know?!»
I looked at her crying face and softly cupped it, drying the tears with my thumbs «But I cared about your opinion, your needs, you. I just wanted to keep you safe. I'm older I know what's better, especially back then, I knew what was better. I only did it for your best.»Jisoo bit her lower lip as I pulled her against my chest to hold her softly to me, comforting her as I felt her hands grip my jacket. I let her cry, holding her against me, it honestly hurt to see her crying. It always hurt.
*Flashback*
It wasn't the first time I was forced to lock Jisoo up, she was crying and begging me to let her go, I could hear her fear and sadness. It hurt. I hated having to go such length to protect her. It wasn't only for my possessiveness as she thought, but I was already part of the mafia given my family was from generations in such business, I had many enemies and it was my first time having someone I cared for so deeply. But it was for her own good. Yet she couldn't understand.
Okay sure, maybe I was a little too apprehensive, maybe, but I just wanted her to be safe.
A part of me had to admit that, I locked her up just for the selfish reason that I owned her and I didn't want anyone to even glance her way. She was mine.
«Stop whining Jisoo! I'm doing it for your own good!» I said to my girlfriend as she cried, pleading me
«Please! Lalisa! It's been a week! Let me out! Please! I've learned my lesson! I really did! Please! I can't take this anymore!»It was true, it was a week she was locked in our room, where I got inside only to give her food, water, sleep the night and make love with my beautiful girlfriend.
She really pissed me off.
I caught her on top of a friend of hers, laughing as their bodies were pressed together. When I called her out she said out chuckling and slowly moving away that it wasn't as I thought they were just joking around like always and that her friends was gay and in a relationship, but I didn't believe her. I'm not saying she cheated, no, no, she simply did something she shouldn't have.
«Will you stay away from him? Will you never ever touch anyone that way? Or be that close?» I asked her as she cried out
«I promise... I promise... Please... Lisa...»
I smiled and opened the door as I took in her disheveled look, her trembling lover lip, her puffy, red eyes and the fact that she was on her knees.I kneeled down in front of her and pulled her in my arms «I'm sorry Lili.....» she said as I hummed
«It's okay. You're forgiven.»*End of flashback*
Once Jisoo calmed down, she pulled away from me a little sniffing, as we looked at each other, I gave her a small smile «I just did it for your own good. I'd never purposely hurt you.»
«Liar. Even now, even now that we're over. You still hurt me. If you really love me, you would let me be in peace and free to do whatever I want.»
«But why should I let you go if you still love me? I know you do. No matter how much you deny it.»
Jisoo bit her lower lip and shook her head sadly, while moving back to the car seat «Even if what you say would be true, we're just, not made for each other.»
«That's not true. We worked so well.»
«No Lisa, no, it was so toxic for me. You might have been okay but not me. I was sad and hurting. I kept holding on, hoping for a change from you and for you to seek help. But you never did. And I couldn't hold on any longer. It was best for me to call it off. Sure, it hurt and you might say I was selfish. But there's something I've learned after breaking up with you; there's nothing, NOTHING selfish about cutting out of your life someone toxic, whether it's friends, family or lover. If it ain't good for you, saying goodbye is the best thing to do.»
«So you didn't care about how I felt.» I said as she shook her head and explained
«No! No don't say this. I did. I did care. I went to therapy for how bad I felt, it's there that I've learned I did nothing wrong.»
«So although you love me, you don't want to give me any other chance?» I asked directly
«I've already told you countless times. No, I won't ever give you another chance. It's for the best.»I was mad, furious and only one action seemed to be the right thing to do.
Lock her up until she will get me back.
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