i wake up next to jaden he is still asleep god he is cute when he is asleep it's sunday and it's 12pm i kiss his head i go to get up but jaden's arm is around me so i can't move i manage to get up i go to my bathroom i look at myself in the mirror and i start crying i felt worthless like nothing i get a shower and i get changed into this :
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i go back to my room he is still sleeping i call addison i haven't talked to addison in ages she dosent answer i was so bored i couldn't go downstairs coz it's jaden's house and i have no clue where anything is i have stayed here once before when i was 15 that was years ago tho and his house has changed i kiss his cheek and i go on my phone about 20 minutes later he starts waking up he groans he hasn't opened his eyes yet i have zoned out
jaden: mads jaden: mads lewis are you awake
he opens his eyes he clicks his fingers in front of me i flinch i zone back in he smiles at me but when he sees that i'm tearing up he hugs me and his smile has faded away
jaden: whats wrong mads talk to me mads: am i worthless jaden: no who said that mads mads: jaden i'm scared jaden: don't be your safe here with me do you trust me mads mads: i don't know who to trust anymore jaden: well trust me coz i won't let anyone hurt you mads lewis mads: i love you jaden
i hug him he kisses me
jaden: i love you to mads mads: jaden hold me please jaden: of course my love
he holds me tight next to him i feel safe
mads: can we go get starbucks please
jaden: fine let me go get changed the
he goes and gets changed after he is changed i go to his car he starts driving he holds my hand i look out of the window when you arrive there we go sit down a waiter comes up to us and she looks at jaden and bites her lips i get kind off jealous not gonna lie but whatever she starts flirting with jaden i get up and simply leave i start walking jaden runs after me
jaden: whatsup why did you leave mads: are you being for real jaden jaden: what did i do now mads: you guys where flirting right in front of me jaden jaden: but that dosent matter mads coz i only want you mads lewis
he holds my hands i roll my eyes at him i was being kind of bitchy all day but only because i was hungover and i had a huge ass head ache he kisses my head
jaden: honestly mads your the only one i want
zoe sees us he quickly lets go of my hands
zoe: hey jaden daddy what are you doing with this slut come on jaden
she starts stroking his arm is this what she calls flirting if it is she is bad at it ffs nessa's house is near by i walk to her house i walk in i see her she is crying i run up to her and hug her jaden calls me i ignore him and put my phone on silent
nessa: mads.... mads: what happened nessa nessa: josh cheated on me again with charli mads: come here he isn't worth it have you slept nessa: no... mads: nessa did he hurt you nessa: ..... mads: did he hurt you nessa answer me nessa: yeah
she shows me her arm i boil up with anger i take her to her room she goes to sleep her house was a mess i start cleaning up after her i call josh i was so fucking angry at him i can't believe he did that to nessa she deserves so much better then him
- call - mads: if you come anywhere near nessa ever again i will kill you josh: what are you on about mads mads: you hit her josh: no i didn't charli did mads josh: mads i don't know why i kisses charli i had one drink what charli got me... mads: she spiked your drink just like mine was josh: i love nessa my eyes are only for nessa
nessa comes downstairs she heard it all
nessa: josh i love you josh: can i come see you nessa: yeah you can baby josh: bye i'm on my way now - end of call -
mads: problem 1 solved nessa: what is problem 2 mads: jaden and me nessa: go see him now mads josh will be here in 5 mads: are you sure nessa: yeah now go get your manz
i hug her
mads: okay thankyou nessa nessa: go go go go go mads
i smile i go to jaden's house i walk in he is in his room i walk in he is asleep i get changed into his clothes i lay next to him he had cried himself to sleep i felt sorry for him i kiss him he wakes up
mads: hey lover boy jaden: hey i'm sorry-
i cut him off by kissing him
mads: i'm sorry for leaving you with her jaden: i love you mads your the only girl in the world i love mads mads: can we cuddle i'm tired my head hurts jaden: ofc we can mads
you guys cuddle you fall asleep you actually felt safe
