Monday 4th January
Dear Diary,
I know I've already written here today but that was about the past, this is about the now. And plus I think I'm supposed to write in the evening instead of in the middle of a private rehearsal lol.
So on New Years I made this vow to focus on me and my career, and not let anyone get in the way. After Isaiah and I broke up in November, I was a mess. I wasn't focusing in rehearsals, I kept breaking down every 5 minutes and I thought my world was ending because we did. There is NO WAY that I am letting that happen again; the 6 months I spent with him were the worst 6 of my life.
However
I met someone today with the most gorgeous smile and ocean eyes I could drown in. You know that feeling when you saw your favourite character at Disneyworld for the first time, I felt a bit like that. A way I've not felt in a long time, a way I never felt with Isaiah. It was really weird. Anyway its not like I like him but if I did, nothing can happen cause he's going to be all over the country. While I'm in New York.
Ben his name was, but I think I'm gonna call him 'Blonde Boy'.
I'VE JUST HAD A PHONE CALL
HOLD UP
I'm shaking writing this. I feel sick. Sophia just dropped out of the show. 2 weeks before opening.
I'm now Lydia
I can't think straight. Why now? Why so sudden? She was fine yesterday, what happened? Should I message her?
The show want me to announce the change of roles tonight, apparently they are doing theirs tomorrow. I'm so scared, why now? I know I should be grateful, but I'm still a mess even though it's been 8 months. Emotional baggage? I have too much of it. But that's fine for this show, right?
I'm scared
Yours truly,
Jorgia Taylor xo
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