thirty-seven

                                    

                                          
"i-i.... i'm sorry moonbin but i can't. i don't know how to reject you properly this time but you know my answer is just the same. i can't date you because-
                          
"you're in love with someone else?" seungkwan's eyes widened and moonbin smiled at him. "you know i'm not your best friend for nothing, seungkwan. i know you so well that i have to say something about it to confirm it. i'm testing you out. now when will you tell me this person?"
                          
"why do you have to be like this, moonbin? i hate you!" seungkwan whined and moonbin bursted out laughing. "it was hansol, okay? that american boy you accidentally pissed off"
                          
"what!? i mean, i know you were bandmates and he was our classmate but i didn't know you liked him! since when?" moonbin asked, sipping his coffee and waiting for seungkwan to answer.
                          
"i don't know why i decided to keep it myself but i confessed to him right before he left to new york. he rejected me and told me he was straight then i moved here and knew that he was one of the members in our group. i was sure that i don't have feelings for him anymore but some things changed. we fought and made up a lot of times already and i decided to brought him back to jeju, we kissed, he ignored and now he's confessing his feelings. i was overwhelmed and i was scared so i pushed him away" seungkwan was now ranting and moonbin was enjoying the tea.
                          
"you know what? just let him like you. i mean, of course i would be scared too but think of it as an experience for him. i know hansol is straight and he even had this so called fake girlfriend so that the people would stop liking him. what if he was just confused? he's not gay to start with and maybe he was also trying if he really is one of us. i'm sure you are also the same as him when you found out you are gay. just accept him and try things out. that'll be easy" his best friend was right. he should be the one knowing what is happening to hansol but he choose to be a bitch about it. "you should go home now and tell him everything. be his guide towards his new environment. i think i'm gonna stay here for a few hours"
                          
"a-are you sure? i don't want to leave you here" seungkwan replied but moonbin just pushed him away from the table.
                          
"i'm fine. i can just call my members to fetch me. just go seungkwaaaan. go for your love life"
                          
seungkwan then stormed out of the cafe and moonbin was just sitting there, smiling at him. 
                          
"i guess, i will never have a chance on you. it's fine though. as long as you're happy"