Chapter 6. Confession

                                    

                                          
Sana P.O.V
                          
The light shining through the window wakes me up, since it hits my face directly. I flutter open my eyes and find Mina and Chaeyoung cuddling with each other. If they aren't dating, they should, because they'd make such a cute couple. Talking about couples, I have a so-called date with Jihyo today. It's not really a date, it's more like going out for lunch with a friend, but apparently I have to dress like if I were going on a date. I get up from my bed and go to my closet. I have multiple dresses, maybe I could wear that. I grab a strapless black dress and take it with me to the bathroom. As I walk in, someone back hugs me. I look over my shoulder and get a peachy scent coming from the person behind me.
                          
"Good morning Squirrel, why are you up so early?"
                          
"Good morning Momoring, I have to get ready because Jihyo asked me to eat lunch, and you know how long it takes me to get ready, but why are you up so early?"
                          
"Mina wants me to eat lunch with her too"
                          
I turn to face her and find her really close to me. I wish I could capture her lips in mine. I wish I could tell her how much I love her. How much I want her to be mine..
                          
"So are you gonna start getting ready or what?"
                          
"Huh? Oh yeah, I'm hungry though"
                          
"You get ready Sana, I'll make us breakfast"
                          
"Thanks Momoring"
                          
She kisses my forehead and leaves. I can feel myself blush and hurry to my room again. I should wear the dress later, it's only 8 am, and lunch isn't until 12:30 pm. I leave the dress on my bed and grab a white t-shirt, jeans and a black hoodie Jeongyeon got me for my birthday. I go to the bathroom again and shower. When I get out, I smell pancakes and dress quickly. As I get out, I see Jihyo and Mina have woken up.
                          
"Morning Sana" *both say at the same time*
                          
"Morning guys" I pass by them and see them look at each other in a suspicious way, like if they were planning something. I erase the thought and go to Momo.
                          
"Hey, you should eat quickly so you can get ready too"
                          
"Don't worry about me Sana, you should be the one to hurry, it takes you a whole day to get your hair done"
                          
"Don't exaggerate things Momo, it's only 2 hours.."
                          
"That's basically the whole day"
                          
"You're annoying"
                          
"You too Squirrel"
                          
We eat, and I feel a bit jealous that she's going out with Mina. We've know each other for longer than Mina has. I wish it was us two going on a date. I feel myself getting teary, because I don't know how much longer I can keep my feelings for her a secret, and it hurts to know that she likes one of our members. What if it's Mina? It can't be, she wouldn't do that, plus, she's way better off with Chaeyoung. She can't take away my Momo. Momo is the only person I ever loved since I became a trainee. She can't just leave me like that. I feel a tear escape and go down my cheek.
                          
"Hey, what's wrong?" *holds her hand*
                          
"N-Nothing, I'm ok"
                          
"No you're not, you were smiling just a moment ago"
                          
"I'm fine ok Momo?!" I don't realize my voice got higher and see she got shocked.
                          
"Ok Sana, if you don't want to tell me, that's ok, I'm just taking care of the person I care about the most" *looks at phone*
                          
"Listen, I'm sorry Momo, I didn't mean to yell at you"
                          
"Sure, you know what, I'm gonna go shower" *gets up*