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I don't wanna be here.
never liked school never will. I'm only here because my foster dad is forcing me to come & cps is on my ass. I just want to leave this stupid place & disappear not caring who I leave behind.
I feel trapped
I don't have a choice every thing I do is based off of what he tells me do. I'm like his puppet & he's the puppet master just ordering me around and degrading me to uplift his pride.
" you'll never be nothing in life without me"
" if you ever leave I will find you and kill you myself"
"Your mother is dead because of you"
"This is why you don't have a family now"
He told me this morning
It's all my fault. Mabey.
they say good things happen to good people Mabey I'm just a bad person Mabey I deserve everything that comes to me Mabey I am an ungrateful bitch.
Mabey there's no Mabey?
But then I remember I didn't tell my mom to do drugs I didn't tell her to become an addict I didn't tell her to become a prostitute & get pregnant with me I didn't tell her to overdose I didn't want her to leave me I didn't want her to go. But she still left. Left me alone. To face this world alone. Causing me to be placed in the system With a man who mentally & physically abuses me everyday. I use to cry for help every night But one one listened no one came to saved me.
No one cares.
How cruel.
"Thanks for the help..I know I can act kinda slow sometimes"
" no not at all your smart for real & a quick learner" he said
