26. Escape

                                    

                                          
Kao
"Three hundred fifty five, three hundred fifty six, three hundred fifty seven, three hundred fifty eight, three hundred fifty nine, fiver hundred-wait! Ugh! Ahhhh!!!!"
I tugged at my hair in frustration when I messed the number again, for the third time.
I was on my bed.
In my room.
The mothers finally back home and my life with the guy I unfortunately married was back on.
Which precisely was the reason why I couldn't even get a blink of sleep about a thousand sheep's after.
Ugh!
Not even the fact that I was tired from all the walking earlier was able to drive me to slumber.
And there's no one to be blamed but that guy in the other room who maybe all snoring and salivating at the moment already.
I heaved a sigh.
Aside from the food, I was glad that our mothers were here because I would be distracted for me to not be able to think about that funny feeling and reaction I had after the talk I had with my mother the first night they were there and I couldn't look at Lucas properly after.
It was also the reason why I was not able to sleep peacefully the same night.
I shook my head.
This can't be.
Maybe I'm just really stressed that I had a relapsed.
Right.
The relapsed which caused me to act very weirdly and funnily when I thought about the guy in the other room which started last night.
Good thing, the visit of our mothers got me occupied that I was not able to really be caught up with it. 
But now that it's quiet in the house and there were no mothers running around teaching me this and that, I was finally able to confront myself and that crazy antics I had just the night before.
Why the hell would I refuse to look at Lucas and felt flushed every time I did!?!
I shook my head and groaned in exasperation.
Maybe it's because I was so annoyed at him that my mind was confused.
I had this overwhelming sense of annoyance towards the guy that my mind mistook it for something else.
But what now!?!
I'm no longer annoyed with him as I was but I could literally feel my ears burn every time I think of it and I just thought this is plainly crazy!
I'm in love with LJ.
I had to remind myself that.
Right.
Maybe it's because I had not been able to check on LJ all these time that was why my mind went crazy and got the wrong Juan in mind.
I tutted before I nodded and reached for my phone on the bedside drawer.
I checked on Facebook and Instagram to see what LJ had been up to lately.
I knew he was busy.
Mummy Veron called him to join us for dinner last night but he said he couldn't make it as he had a crazy on call schedule at the moment.
Surprisingly though, unlike the times before, I was not very disappointed when I learned about him not being able to make it to dinner with us.
I shook my head and bit on my lower lip.