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"Keisha remember the time when we went ice skating and Aaliyah fall on her fucking ass then she wanted to pull my ass down with her" Bully said shaking his head
They laughed while my eyes never left her.
"She most definitely pulls you down and I had to move out the way cuz y'all ain't bout to take me down too" Keisha said laughing
And what could these niggas be talking about that is so important to stop talking once I get closer to them.
"Everything good?" Pops said looking at me
"Mmhm" I said choosing a snack
Pops nodded his head then looked back at Nygel to give him some type of signal after he started walking back to Aaliyah's room while Nygel standing behind me but more to the side of me and I honestly don't want to be around this nigga at all.
"Why are you still fucking here nigga?" I said shaking my head
"Just wondering how Chanel and the kids truly feel knowing that a complete stranger that they barely know act more of a father than their real one, huh?" He said looking at me
Bryson just walk away...
Don't listen to him like show him who really the big dog around here...
I closed my eyes to take a deep breath...
"Oh what about Aaliyah, huh? Knowing that you weren't really ready after losing yo first son. It's crazy how you can take care of yo other kid with a bitch that ain't visit her in almost 7 months now and can't even spend time with yo own blood kids. Damn you out here making promises to Chanel but end up breaking them and her heart" He said crossing his arms
End him, Bryson...
Ignore him and walk away, Bryson...
I grabbed my snack and walked back to the room to grab my keys. That's when they were looking at me like they could tell something was wrong with me so I quickly grabbed my keys and walked out while Nygel walked back into the room with a smirk on his face.
Then I just walked out of the hospital to the garage where my car was currently at so I unlock it and jumped into the car. I started up the car and that's when Beautiful Pain by Polo G came on the radio, a song that I needed to hear right now.
We done built a bond so strong, and from that love, I know you miss me Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me Now your shoulder is so cold and lately I been feelin' empty I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me Just had a son, I'm tryna be the perfect father figure
"Know it's gon' hurt to see another nigga bondin' with her... __________ an hour later
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"Now you are probably surprised to see me here, huh?" I said looking down
"I know that I have done alot of unholy things in my life, God. Now I am asking for is strength and change during this challenging time that my love ones are going through at the moment" I said sniffing
"Now you're wondering why because I want to change due to the fact that I am tired of being the reason that my family and people around me who I care about in pain because of my actions. What Nygel said at the hospital now I ain't gon lie but that sh-... I mean stuff messed up my head because I want my kids to always be able to come to me about anything that they are going through not a stranger that they haven't known for that long. Just want my kids to be able to say that I was always there for them and never left them in the dark when they truly needed me. I just want my relationship with my kids to be good because I don't want to turn into my dad who wasn't in my life at all. I want to see all of my kids that I have to be successful in life and know that I will always love them and be here for them no matter what type of terms we are currently on at the moment. I just don't want all of my mistakes that I have costed to affect my kids life at all. For my beautiful daughters, I want them to be comfortable with me about boy problems that I know they will have in life. I just don't want my girls to fall in love with a man like me who doesn't care about no one feelings expect his. I don't want my boys to be in this type of lifestyle that I'm in because all you do is watch yo back every second and in this sh-... stuff like it's either get killed or do the killing and I don't want August and Silas in this game. I don't want them to ruin their life because they think this is the only way to make quick money when it's not at all. All I truly want is my sons to become successful in life and do things that I couldn't do when I was their age" I said sighing
"Now Ms.Aaliyah who was the only person that has put up with my stuff for years and never really left my side. I know I put her through hell and back like over the years of watching Aaliyah grow into an amazing unique mom and woman today. I know her mother would be proud for her that she never gave up even though she could have multiple times but she didn't. All I want is for the bond that Aaliyah and I once shared back high school like she was my best friend and I honestly don't know what I would do without her. If I never met her than we wouldn't have these beautiful kids that we have now. That girl has truly changed my life for the better like I am tired of seeing her hurt about the stuff that I do and shouldn't have done. I just want my family back and finally happy again but I understand if Aaliyah don't want anything to do with me. Whoever she ends up with which I don't want to say but I hope they truly make her happy and give her the love that she truly deserves. In God's name, Amen" I said opening my eyes
As Polo G would say hope I feel your same pain when that bitch karma come and get me. Feel like I don't deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me...
