THIRTY-ONE LC

                                    

                                          
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Sorry for any mistakes💗
                          
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Nyjae Alexus Smith
Raleigh,NC



                          
"Im so deadass right now, miyah causes so many problems for the rest of us.. I live my sister but enough is enough" I said sitting back in my seat
                          
Miyah was all the way in fayetteville with blu, I dont know what to do with her, everything she does is just questioning she just does way too much
                          
"I think she wants love.. you know like someone to love her u conditionally" shanti said turning off to the exit
                          
"she has love.. we love her and always will but, when mari died it was like a switch went off.. mom hasn't been around at all, she just i dont know she doesn't wanna be home" I told her
                          
my phone rang and it was flash calling me
                          
"do you blame her for his death?" she asked me after a few minutes "yeah, I do" I mumbled rubbing over my stomach
                          
I wasn't far along in my pregnancy "ok.. but on some serious shit nyjae, I think its because she wants her baby to have a dad, you know? cause she didn't grow up with one so she wants her baby to" She glanced at me
                          
"I feel her but she's going about it the wrong way, blu is her rapist.. and her babys dad, she's to young to understand the damage he did to her head" she continued 
                          
I shrugged and looked at my phone
                          
I had about 30 miss calls in total "call micah about the baby" she said
                          
"I have the gps on my phone, How exactly am I supposed to lo- call him" she said cutting me off
                          
"im serious because you never know what could happen once we go to find miyah, so tell him or I will" she cut me off pulling over into a parking lot
                          
I sighed and pulled out my phone it pulled up his contact and called him
                          
He answered on the 3rd ring "yo mama where the hell y'all go" he said as soon as he answered
                          
"we went to go get miyah- no bring yo ass back here let miyah do what she wants" he said making me look at miyah
                          
"she need to come back micah- she's only going to do the shit again baby, now come home" he said cutting me off again
                          
he was right, miyah was only going to do it again and again
                          
"ok" I said nodding at shanti
                          
"tell him" she mumbled I shook my head "i'll tell him when we get home" I said
                          
"tell me what?" he asked making me hang up
                          
"lets go" she said driving back towards raleigh
                          
it's time I let miyah do what she wants
                          
***
                          
I sat on micahs bed looking at him "You telling me, I finally got my child" he asked making me nod "fuck yeah" he said pulling me up kissing all over my face