- 15 mins later-
Yoongi and Hope were still laughing believe it or not. Yoongi didn't even know why Hope had began to laugh but there he lay on the couch; crying tears of joy."My s-stomach! It hurts so badd!" Yoongi shouted.
"Sa-same hyung." J-hope agreed.
A few more chuckles were heard here and there but after a awhile, it finally quieted down. Leaving Yoongi to wonder about the kiss again and why it occured.".... So Hope-ah, w-why did you... Kiss me?" Yoongi asked, secretly cringing at how squeaky and nervous his voice sounded.
He didn't just sound nervous, he WAS nervous. About what Hope would say to him and about his feelings. Would he get heart broken?
'No,' Yoongi thought to himself.
'That's how all of this began. Here him out first Yoongs. Stop assuming.' He internally scolded himself.
"Hyung,"
'Here it comes' Yoongi thought.
"I-"
'The moment of truth'
"Don't-"
'Don't? Don't what?'
"Know how to say this..."
'Say what? Just say it!'
"But I-"
'You what?'
"Love you too."
'Oh he loves me too, ha - wait what?'"HUH?!" Yoongi screeched.
With his mouth ajar, Yoongi got up from the couch and stared wide eyed at Hope. His fingers became entangled in his hair and he began pacing in the small living room.J-Hope was startled at the outburst and yelled in unison with Yoongi. What frightened him even more was when Yoongi began to pace around the room; hands in his hair (once again) mumbling to himself. However, he was used to it at this point. Hope had noticed that this was a frequent habit of Yoongi's. When he was nervous or stressed, he would mumble aloud to himself; completely oblivious to the world around him. J-Hope found this habit of his too cute. Knowing that Yoongi wouldn't see him coming, he decided to approach him with a brilliant idea in mind.
"He loves me too?" Yoongi mumbled.
'What do I do now? I didn't expect him to say that ... What's gonna happen no-""YA!" Yoongi yelled.
The reason he was suddenly pulled from his thoughts is because Hope had approached him and put his arms around him. Yoongi stiffened in the younger one's arms."Um... What are you doing...?"
"Hugging you." The young rapper smirked.
"Okay ... Thanks. Now let go please."Once again he was pulled out of his thoughts. This time, it was because Hope slowly grabbed his chin; making him look directly into his eyes.
J-Hope loved how Yoongi looked. He was gorgeous to him. Even with his overthinking and tendencies to take his frustrations out on himself. Even though he was nonchalant and quiet. Even though he didn't share his thoughts. Even though he didn't know anything about the way he felt... It was fine because he shared his thoughts in this moment. Finally, he kissed Yoongi. This kiss was slow and passionate, unlike the one before."H-hope-ah-" Yoongi tried to say between the kiss.
However, he couldn't speak. This time, he was completely focused on the feeling of Hope's lips against his. It was something he'd craved for but was too afraid to admit. So instead of trying to talk any further, he let Hope kiss him until he was gasping for breath.
The kiss was unusual to Hope. Not because he was kissing another male, nor did it have to do with him kissing Yoongi. He felt as of he'd LONGED for this kiss with him. Never in his life had he felt so desperate before; it was indeed unusual.
The kiss was no longer slow; though it was just as passionate. J-Hope became more aggressive with his kisses. He began trailing kisses down Yoongi's neck; carefully placing them where they couldn't be seen if they became a hickey.
"H-hope?" Yoongi questioned.
If he was confused before, he was flabbergasted now. This sensation that Hope made him feel was refreshing but dangerous at the same time. It was as if someone had replaced him and taken control of his body. This... Feeling made Yoongi weak in the knees and warm all around. It felt good... Really good.
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I Like You And I'm Afraid. I Love You And I'm Terrified.
General FictionYoongi is used to being nonchalant. He didn't let anything affect him nor did he try to affect other people. He kept to himself and was pretty quiet; even for such a famous group like BTS. J-hope, however, was his complete opposite. He loved being l...