2 weeks later
A A L I Y A H
"Chanel please behave while I am gone and don't cook anything on the side also don't answer the door for no one. If you get an alert on yo phone about something then call dad or grandpa shit anyone with a gun chile" I said looking at her
She nodded her head.
"Okay mom like I know this but where are you going tho?" Chanel said crossing her arm
I know she is not in my damn business and shit.
"None of yo business babes now be good if you want something to eat call yo ugly ass daddy or his ugly ass brother but nevermind just call yo grandpa" I said opening the door
"OKAY OKAY MOM like go handle whatever business that you got to take care of" She said rolling her eyes
"Mmhm now bye my love" I said looking at her
She blew a kiss at me then went back to her phone after I closed the door then locked the door behind me. I began walking towards my car and unlocked it then hopped into it. As I was starting the car, that's when Ms.Capalot by Polo G came onto the radio. I turned the volume to 20 then rolled down the windows while the wind was blowing thru my hair.
Now before I start to tell where I am currently going now let's just say that the last two weeks has been peaceful beside hearing Bryson talking nothing but that hot shit cause I was also talking my shit to that bitch who was talking COMPLETELY BULLSHIT about me for the last 3 weeks like why would you take up for a bitch that ain't even worried about you nor her damn kid that she had with you and shit.
Like what female gon let their babydaddy ex-girlfriend talk that shit about them or her kid for weeks, huh? Not a damn soul cuz that day that someone dare to bring up my kid in a negative way is the day that earth burns. I'm not like these weak ass bitches that ain't gon do shit cause nah that old Aaliyah that would always get abused by her father is dead now this new Aaliyah ain't putting up with no one shit now. I honestly don't give a fuck who the fuck you are blood or not.
Just know once I drop these twins then that bitch head is fucking mine.
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52 mins laterA A L I Y A H
"Keisha if you don't shut the fuck up" I said shaking my head
Currently, I was on facetime with Keisha while I was waiting for someone at this new restaurant that had opened a couple of weeks ago but I am supposed to be meeting someone here to squash any bad blood between us that had happened a month ago. I don't wanna have any type of bad blood with anyone but if you are talking that hot shit bout me then that's a different story.
"WHATTT like I am just saying bitch" Keisha said laughing
That's when the bell that is over the door went off which caused me to look up from the phone to finally meet eyes with the guy that made me once feel like a normal person for once.
"Tell me the tea later bitch now love you stank" She said hanging up
I shook my head and placed my phone back into my purse then slide out of the booth to stand up to give Nygel a hug but he just went head and sat down like damn but I don't blame him either.
"Hey Nygel" I said looking at him
"Sup" He said crossing his arms
"How have you been doing, huh?" I said nervously
He sighed and shook his head.
"Aaliyah now why the fuck am I here?" He said looking at m
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before answering him.
"I just wanted us to clear the air and get rid of any bad blood that is between us like I completely understand how you truly feel due to the fact that I have also been in your place multiple times with Bryson" I said looking at him
"Look Aaliyah, I just didn't appreciate that you played with a nigga feelings and shit cuz I actually did fuck with you because I saw that we had a connection with each other and that's something that I haven't felt in mad long probably since high school. For you to show me that type of affection and shit made me think that maybe someone could finally love me for once" He said sighing
I wiped my tears that I didn't realize that were falling down my face right now.
"I know what I did was wrong but that's what I want to come to you as an adult to admit my mistakes that I have costed during that situation. But I am not going to lie and say that I wasn't feeling the same way when I did now you made me feel normal for once. I honestly felt like I wasn't the Aaliyah that everyone knows now but the Aaliyah that everyone didn't know before. You honestly gave me hope again thinking maybe I will also find love again. It's like everything that I was going thru with Bryson now I wasn't myself at all. It felt that I was in a dark room by myself screaming for help and no one wasn't hearing me now I asked myself almost everyday how Aaliyah just how did you put up with that man's bullshit for years maybe because my dad stopped showing me that love that I needed to be shown from a man after my mother was killed" I said sighing
Nygel reached across the table to wipe those tears that were still falling down my face.
"And once when that nigga see you actually happy with someone then he is going to truly hate himself for letting the most beautiful and unique woman out his life. Now he will realize one that that he won't be able to find a woman like you because you'll be with me" Nygel said looking at me
Oh now this nigga is smooth with it.
"And what makes you think that we will be together in the future, huh?" I said crossing my arms
"I talk to God about you shordy" He said smiling
That's when he got up from the booth and began walking towards the entrance of the restaurant while leaving me there speechless and a bunch of questions that needed to be answered running through my head right now.
As Polo G would say I was heartless 'til I found it in you..