THIRD PERSON POV
"Ana who is Alvin?"
When nick asked that Ana froze in her track and was on the brink of tears but quickly covered it with blank expression but Daniel was quick enough to see it as he was her father
"w...what are you ta...talking about I...I don't under...understand" she tried to play innocent but failed miserably.
'What the heck I can't lie properly about Alvin' Ana taught
"Ana don't lie and Nick why did you ask about Alvin and who is he" Daniel asked
"I was going to wake her up when she started to say 'Alvin baby come back to me' in her sleep so I asked her" Nick relied
"shit" Ana whispered but everyone managed to hear it
"so, who is Alvin?" Alexzander asked
"no...no on...one" Ana replied
"oh, for fucks sake the way you were trembling in your sleep shouting his name was not normal he surely was not 'no one' say the truth Ana" nick said
"he...he is...." Just as she was about to say her mind went to flashback
(Warning: rape, abuse and bad words)
Anastasia POV
There was this man around 6 foot tall, he looked absolutely disgusting. Then I heard Marie say "she is your now make sure package arrives at time" and leave me with this man weak and fragile
"well let's get started now shall we princess" he said
He grabbed my and threw me on to the bed, I tried to stand up but my legs were paining like hell and then he held my weak body down "hey make this easy princess" he demanded me, I kept struggling. He was forcing himself onto me. He forcefully kissed me. I was 10 I didn't want to lose my virginity. "LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE" I shouted with all my energy left, he was undoing his pants "please no stop I beg you please do not do this" but he kept ton going.
He roughly took off my pants and underwear I was a crying mess, I tried to leave I really did but he had so much power over me.
He grabbed my hair I was still trying to resist "aww come on princess just hold still" I wanted to throw up at his voice. I tried to move but I couldn't, I felt weak, I felt violated. "now let's make this more enjoyable for me shall we?" he said and I was treeified. Then he thrust himself in me no hesitation "STOP. PLEASE. STOP. It hurts" I was screaming on top of my lungs, it hurt like hell I was crying like never before "stop please" I felt useless, I felt powerless, I felt like I was being taken advantage of, I felt like being controlled, he kept thrusting into me again and again "it hurts please stop" "aww look how cute you look begging for me" after what seemed like forever he let out his final groan and let go of me
I was just lying there in a pool of my own blood; I lost my first time and my first kiss and I had no say in it
That was the day I stopped calling Marie mom and dad.
After he left I heard the door close. I felt violated I sobbed and screamed. I curled up into a ball I felt dirty I sobbed and sobbed until it was night and I cried myself to sleep.
"you are pregnant" said the doctor
It was one week after that awful night I begged Marie and Liam for letting me raise the baby they agreed to my surprise but on a condition no one would know till three years of birth of the baby, so I did not tell Alex and Rovin about it too and during my pregnancy they made me do all the work double times hopping the baby died but it did not my child was strong. After five months I stopped meeting Alex and Rovin because of the bump in my stomach started to grow and mostly because Marie and Liam didn't allow me to outside but I kept in touch with them through phone.
It was hard to convince them but I did not want to make them worried by telling them I was pregnant.
When he was born Marie and Liam were out on a business trip for first one year and Davis my neighbor he and his wife Julia helped me during delivery and taking care of my child. Julia and Davis were like grandparents to my child. but next year Marie and Liam came back and would make me work too much but I managed to spend time with my little boy. Davis had to move because of his job
I named my baby boy after Alex and Rovin as Alvin.
When Alvin was three which was last year Marie and Liam took him to orphanage forcefully and said I had to be with them if I wanted Alvin to be safe and as they won't tell where Alvin was I was forced to stay with them and bare their torture. for the rest of time i remember every single time they forced me in the name of Alvin as a deal between their clients
**END OF FLASHBACK**
"Ana?" someone brought me out of my taught
"huh...?" I asked
"you zoned out" said Zander
"sorry" I said looking towards him
"why are you crying?" he asked and I realized that a free tear made its way out of my eyes while thinking about Alvin
Quickly wiping my tear, I said "nothing I think something went in my eyes, I am done can I go to my room now?" I asked
"no first tell me who Alvin is princess" asked papa
"DON'T. YOU. DARE. CALL. ME. PRINCESS." I shouted slamming my fist on table with a loud bang making everyone jump in fear. Soon I realized what I've done and quickly apologized "sorry I wasn't in right mind of state I will leave before I do something I regret" everyone was still confused
Till now papa called Principessa which at least spelled different than princess but I couldn't help loose it when I heard princess it reminds me of him.
Just as I was about leave the dinning my phone rang before I could reach it Caleb answered and put the phone on speaker and gestured me to talk, rolling my eyes I spoke
"Anastasia speaking who is it?"
"Ana it's me Sarah"
"did you..."
"Ana I tried my best I couldn't find him I know you miss Alvin but I think you should move on I understand..."
"no, you don't understand if you can't find him tell me I will do it on my own but I can't lose hope"
"ok calm down I still haven't searched few places after I search them I will call you back but till that time please believe me Ana open your eyes Alvin is gone"
"no, he is not gone I believe he is out there somewhere waiting for me, just keep searching" and with that I cut call and stormed out of kitchen to my room sobbing like a mess
It's Alvin's birthday tomorrow, he will turn 4 tomorrow I cried.
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