chapter 51

                                    

                                          
Yongsun's POV
                          
Yes. Eric is here. He's the only one who can help me.
                          
"Eric , you'll help me right?" I begged. I can't help but to cry again. It's been months and I didn't heard about him .
                          
Eric suddenly hugged me and pat my back.
                          
"Stop crying. I'll help you find Byul . But first you need to take a rest" I told him that I was pregnant. "When the kid come out it might have an eye bags" he continued.
                          
"Hmp! When this baby come out it'll look like me. Beautiful child. " 
                          
"Aww. Poor kid, if that happened. Because You're ugly" he teased.
                          
"Heh! If you have a child. It doesn't have your features. Because you're ugly! It'll be a curse for the child to have you as it's father. " I teased back. He was silent.
                          
Don't he dare tell me that it's below the belt.
                          
"Actually Yong, I have something to tell you" he said almost in a whisper. I was quiet.
                          
"Yong , the real reason why I left ... " 
                          
"Oh right, how's the bussines over there?" 
                          
"Actually Yong, I have a child..." 
                          
I froze on where I stand. But I forced to change the atmosphere.
                          
"Eric, stop joking. It was lame" I said then laughed.
                          
He held my hand.
                          
"I'm serious , Yong" he said.
                          
"Woah!" 
                          
"Sorry" he said.
                          
"It's okay, but why did you need to lie?" I seriously asked and didn't looked at him.
                          
"Because I know that it's not important. You love Byul, he loves you. So I need to let you go , to be happy. Almost 4 years without him by your side when you needed him. You need to be happy. And based on what I did, you seem to be happy" he said .
                          
I was quiet.
                          
"And I felt what ByulYi feels, it's hard.
It's hard not see your child for a long time. That I'm not there when my wife and child needed me. She single handedly took care of our child. It's painful for me that she hid our child to me. But when I met my daughter . I was the happiest person alive. I don't know how to explain the feeling when I saw my daughter who really looked like me. But I'm still kinda mad at the mother for hiding my child for a long time. So I know how ByulYi feels when he knew that you had a son" 
                          
"Eric.." 
                          
"You know , Yong. For sure , Byulyi's sad now. Because he's far away from you again. Especially that you're pregnant again. He won't see it again isn't he?" 
                          
"Eric, of course he's coming back. He's coming back. So don't scare me like that." I irritatedly said to Eric and I can't help but cry again. 
                          
What if it's true? What if ByulYi won't come back? He won't see our baby again. 
                          
"Okay, sorry. I'll send you to your room so you can sleep. Well search for Byul tomorrow " he said and pulled me to stand up, held my shoulders and slowly pushed me to my room.
                          
When we came at the front of the Door, he said goodnight , kissed my forehead and went to the other room .
                          
When I entered my room I saw sunny sleeping while hugging a pillow. I took a shower iest before laying down beside my son and hugged him.
                          
"Goodnight babe, always remember that daddy and mommy loves you" I whispered to him . I kissed his forehead and followed him on dreamland .
                          
•••
                          
In the morning, it's still early but my phone keeps ringing.
                          
"What?" I said not bugging to look who's the caller is.
                          
"You're fearless today , Yongsun" said the other line.
                          
"H-hello" I answered stuttering.
                          
"Let's meet at the Han river, 10 am sharp. And I have a good news for you"  it said and the call ended.
                          
"Hello? Hello?" I said repeatedly to the other line but it's already gone.
                          
I'm sure it's Byulyi's grandma.
                          
She's going to give me ByulYi back. She's going to give him back