I will find you

                                    

                                          
DAMN IT!!!! Its been nineteen fucking years! NINETEEN! It's starting to really take its toll on me, I don't know how long I can take this, I'm just about ready to flip the fuck out.
                          
"Chase you're the one who is supposed to be the voice of reason, what are we going to do if you go apeshit?" SEIRYUU says.
                          
I know, I know it's just this has been the longest we have ever been away from her since we found her.  It's bad enough when she starts over, the only thing that keeps us sane through that is the promise she made to us so long ago, "I WILL ALWAYS COME BACK TO YOU."
                          
Gods I miss her Seiryuu, do you really think she will be in this tiny town in the middle of the desert that we are driving to?
                          
"Yes I feel it, dont you?" 
                          
I feel something but I'm trying not to get my hopes up like last time and the time before etc. 
                          
He sighs, "I know Chase, but this time is different I feel it."
                          
I hope so, I think, I really hope so.
                          
A week later
                          
"Man this apartment is so tiny!" Seiryuu complains.
                          
I know but it's cheap and convenient for now.  
                          
The apartment in question is a one bedroom, tiny little room above a bar at the edge of town.  I have a bathroom with a standing shower, toilet and sink.  There is a tiny kitchenette with a small sink and a average "old school" fridge.  There is no stove but I got a microwave and a coffee machine so that's something at least.
                          
"Chase can we go out tonight I need to stretch"
                          
We would have to wait till it's really late and I have to get up early for school, I tell him rolling my eyes.
                          
*sigh* "I know the only good thing about getting up that freaking early is we will finally get to see her again"
                          
Smiling I have to agree, I'm so full of energy I'm buzzing.
                          
"Do you think it will take a long time for her to remember us?"
                          
I don't know, maybe.  We'll just have to wait and see, and if so we'll just have to show her why she loves us.
                          
"I wish we were to that point already"
                          
Stop whining and just enjoy our time with her.
                          
"Yeah yeah"
                          
Let's get some sleep
                          
"Fine"
                          
The next day
                          
I got up at 6:30am, I was just to restless to sleep anymore.  Seiryuu was still sleepy and just grumbled at me.
                          
"Dude wtf! It's too early she's not going to be there yet!"
                          
I know but I can't sleep, I'm taking a shower, I tell him yawning.
                          
Stretching I sit up on the side of my double bed, my bed isn't very big. Infact, I barely fit on this bed my feet hang off just slightly.
                          
Getting up I take my boxers off and turn on the shower, as I wait for the water to warm up I put on a small pot of coffee.
                          
I head back to the bathroom to check the water temperature, its finally as hot as it can go so I get in and just let the water hit me for a second.  Even with it being as hot as it can be it barely feels warm to me.
                          
I wash myself and my hair quickly and get out.  Grabbing my towel I rub it on my hair to get out the excess water.  Toweling my body dry, I wrap my towel around my hips and give over to the mirror, I need to shave.
                          
After finishing in the bathroom I put on a fresh pair of boxers, dark wash jeans, and a Dark blue shirt.  My woman's favorite color has always been dark blue.  Hopefully this will help get her attention.  
                          
I cant wait to hold her, not even in a sexual way, not that I dont miss that too, but just to feel that comfort she always has given me.  She gives me peace, I remember one of my favorite memories of us was just us laying in a hammock in the shade, on a day with nice weather the birds were chirping and the smell of fresh cut grass.
                          
The grass was up too high and she had asked me to cut it.  After I cleaned up I noticed her laying in the hammock reading.  Walking over to her I pulled the book from her hands, marking her spot I set her book on the table next to her.
                          
Looking up at me with her beautiful whiskey colored eyes she raises an eyebrow.  Smiling I scoot her over while getting on the hammock with her, careful not to make her fall out I lay next to her.  Laying her head on my chest I wrap my arm around her.  We just lay there enjoying the weather and the closeness of each other.  We ended up napping for a few hours.
                          
Without her every year, every month, every moment, without her I just feel like the Fire that's deep within me makes my mind rage, but my heart feel like its turning into a cold piece of stone.
                          
Please Gods let me find her, bring my mate back to me.
                          
Slipping on my boots, I grab my bag and head to the school, and HOPEFULLY my mate.