2. Sebastian Aho - Insecure

                                    

                                          
hi, I'm here with my second imagine and this idea actually came from my head, so I hope you'll like it😅
                          
sumarry: Sebastian is insecure about himself, but the reader tells him she loves him just the way he is. 
                          
genre: it's fluff I guess? I don't know😅
warnings: insecurities maybe? other than that none
                          
word count: 827
                          
enjoy!💜
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Sebastian loved seeing Y/n getting along with his friends. As he watched his girl laugh and goof around with Andrei in their shared living room from his spot on the couch though, he couldn't help but have mixed feelings.
                          
He wasn't angry. He wasn't jealous. Well, maybe a little. But most of all, he felt insecure. 
                          
He was a quiet, shy guy that didn't talk much when it wasn't necessary. He was never the one guy that told jokes and made everyone laugh.
                          
Andrei was. 
                          
And no matter how many times Y/n told him that she loved his personality and she'd never in a million years want him to change in any way, he couldn't help but still be worried that one day she would change her opinion and actually leave him for a person that could make her laugh on a daily basis.
                          
Like Andrei could.
                          
He was suddenly pulled out of his thoughts when he heard Y/n call his name.
                          
"Sepe come here! You've got to hear this story Andrei is telling me!" she said with a soft laugh but her expression changed to one of concern when she looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was far from smiling.
                          
"You okay man?" Andrei asked while also looking at him. "Perfect." Sebastian mumbled before rolling his eyes and getting up to go into the kitchen, leaving both his friend and girlfriend wondering what could be wrong.
                          
Sebastian was standing by the kitchen counter, drinking from a bottle of water when he felt Y/n arms come around his torso and her face pressed against his back.
                          
Y/n's pov:
"What's wrong babe? And don't you tell me it's nothing, I know you." I said quietly while hugging my boyfriend.
                          
"I'm fine." he sighed. "You don't have to worry about me, you can go back to Svech. You obviously have more fun with him than you do with me." he said with a hint of sadness in his voice.
                          
I picked my head up from his back and looked up at him, realising why he was acting like this.
                          
I know Sebastian is insecure about himself, even though I tell him I love him and I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world as often as I can. He's basically my dream boy, but every time I try to tell him that, he thinks I only say that so that he'll feel better.
                          
"I sent him home." I said, looking up at him a watching him turn his head to look down at me. "You didn't have to do that." he said with a frown. "I wanted to, babe. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable in any way." I smiled up at him softly.
                          
Sepe looked down at me for a moment before turning his whole body around, now facing mine.
                          
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to kill the mood. I just.. I don't know, I just saw how happy you looked with him and I couldn't help but feel kind of.. I don't know, scared? I'm just worried that one day you'll actually realize that you deserve so much better than me and walk away." he said looking down at his feet.
                          
I sighed before taking his face in both of my hands and making him look at me.
                          
"Okay mister, listen here. I've already said it thousand times, and I'll say it again - I love you Sepe. I love you for who you are. I love everything about you. I love your personality, I like how you want to cuddle all the time, I like how you prefer going home to spend time with me rather than going out with the boys. i love the way you make me feel loved, and I want to make you feel the same way. I want you and only you and I'll spend the rest of my life showing and proving you that if that's what it takes. You're all that I could ever want or need in a partner and I want you to know that. I. Love. You. Okay?" I looked into his perfect brown eyes and raised an eyebrow at him. 
                          
" Okay." he responded and smiled a small smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. I brought his head down and connected our lips in a long, loving kiss. 
                          
After we separated, I put my arms around his neck and leaned my forehead on his and he pulled me closer by my waist. For a moment we just stood there, eyes closed, enjoying each other's presence. 
                          
"What do you want to do now?" I asked after few minutes of silence. 
                          
"Could we maybe just cuddle for the rest of the day?" Sebastian asked and looked down at me hopefully. 
                          
"Of course." I laughed a little, then took his hand and lead him to the couch where we spent the rest of our day wrapped up in each other. 
                          
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