*Warning this chapters contains violence, child abuse and scenes. Trigger traumatic incidents (if you have one) Read at your own risk*
Scarlet's POVA loud slap brought me back to my senses, my head turned sideways as she slapped me left and right, alternately. I knew that it's my fault, that she's beating the hell out of me. I want to fight back and state my rights as a child. But I was too scared, thinking I might get kicked out of the house if I let my thoughts take over me, so I remained silent and accept all the slaps she gave me.
"Bwisit kang bata ka!! wala ka ng ginawang tama sa tanang buhay mo!!!" she pulled my hair and I groaned in pain as a response. "Palagi ka na lang nakaharap sa cellphone mo, di mo man lang ginawa ang mga gawaing bahay!!!"
She pulled my hair dragging me to the sink, she dunk my head into the bowl full of water, I was shock from her sudden action so I didn't get the chance to inhale air. I was out of breath. I thought I was gonna die. She pulled my head back up and push me to the floor, butt first.
"Anong tinitingin tingin mo dyang Impakta, ha?!" she asked with her ever so irritating voice, I remained silent. Mas ikinagalit pa niya ang pananahimik ko, she quickly grabbed the broom and start beating me with it.
"Ahh!! It hurts!! Tama na" I said pleading, but she didn't stop, mas pinalo nihya pa ako, umiiyak akong nagmamakaawa sa kanyang tigilan na niya.
"TAMA NA MA!!"
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Napabangon ako sa kama nang maalala ko na naman ang nangyari kahapon, I'm sure I would've died if my lola never came and save me from that my mother. She's a Demon, all of them are.
Oh, how I wish to get out of this hell. My phone vibrated, it's my friend, Thalia.
Thalia
Punta k di2 sa amin tulungan mo aq sa Assignment at Project natin >~<
Scarlet
D makakapunta si me jan sa inyo TT-TT kasi masakit ulo ko
After hitting the reply button I quickly stood up and arrange my bed. My Bruises still hurt but I don't want that beating to happen again today.
Umalis na sila mama pag baba ko. Wala ring pagkain ng tiningnan ko ang mesa, parang hindi anak ah. Tiningnan ko naman ang ref kung may pagkain ba pero napangiwi ako when I saw na puro tubig at ice lang ang laman nun. Well I guess I'll just starve myself today, she didn't even let me dine yesterday at dinner.
Kahit walang sapat na kain at tulog ay naligo ako at naglinis ng bahay yun lang ang ginawa ko buong araw, maglinis nang mag linis.
It wasn't always like this, we were quite a happy family back then, if you ignore the flaws. My Dad is a drug addict, although it wasn't as severe as those you can see behind the bars he's still got a twisted mind. He went to several rehabilitation centers but no one can deny how we were just going round in circles, he tried really. Mom on the other hand, strives to maintain our perfect family facade, she lashes out at me whenever someone or something annoys her afraid of the criticisms that may come when our picture perfect family front crumbles in the eyes of many. I don't get why people still chooses to have children and then later on blame them for their sole existence. Nabuhay lang naman ako.
Night came and I still haven't eaten anything yet, though I drank lots of water to quench my hunger. I didn't cook cause I'm too exhausted to do so, and what's there to cook anyways, tubig lang naman at ice ang nasa fridge.
I heard their car pulling back in our driveway, i guess they're back from work. I quickly went upstairs and locked my elf in my room.
Hindi ako gusto ang mga magulang ko and the feeling is mutual, they are Devils. they abuse me every time they are upset, who in their sane mind would like this kind of people. They won't even want to hear my side, I loathe them. Sometimes ,I wish they are just dead to end this misery.
Guess I will sleep my hunger away tonight too, like any other nights, I smiled bitterly at that thought.
It's Sunday and we are going to go to the beach today, pero d ako ganun kaexcited dahil wala ako sa mood. Pano a naman ehh ang aga aga nila akong ginisingn, psh.
Tinatawag na ako ni mama sa baba, pero dahil wala ako sa mood ay d ko siya pinansin pero ng si daddy na ang tumawag sa akin ay agad agad akong bumaba at nagsaing ng kanin. Inutusan pa ako ni daddy na maghugas ng pinggan kaso walang tubig na lumlabas sa faucet kaya sinabi ko na mamaya na lang.
Bumalik ako sa kwarto at bumalik sa tulog. Nagising ako ng may humampas ng bag sa katawan ko. Si mama.
"Ano matutulog ka na lang ba diyan ha!!!!??? Putangina!! Kita mo ng marami akong ginagawa tapos d ka pa maghuhugas ng pinggan!?!??!" sigaw niya, pero tiningnan ko lang siya walang kareakreaksyon.
"Pag d ka bumaba sa loob ng limang minuto babasagin ko yung mga plato sa pagmumukha mo!!!" sigaw na naman niya bago lumabas ng kwarto ko. bumaba na ako agad at in-arange ang mga pinggan.
"Nakakasira ka ng araw!!" sigaw ni mama at hinila ang buhok ko ng mapadaan siya sa likod ko, akmang sasampalin niya ako pero sinalo ko ang kamay niya, alam kong nakakawala na to ng respeto pero sagad na sagad na ang pagtitimpi ko sa kanya.
"Ahh!!! Lalaban ka na pala ahh!" sabi niya at mabilis akong kialmot sa isa niyang kamay. Hinawakan ko rin yung isang kamay niya kaya hawak ko na ang mga kamay niya nagpupumiglas siya at galit na galit nawala akong planong patulan siya pero d ko na siya hahayaang saktan ako.
Mabilis niya akong sinipa kaya napaatras ako. sipa lang siya ng sipa sakin kaya atras lang din ako ng atras d ko namalayan na nasa sala na pala kami kaya napaupo akko sa isa sa mga upuan doon habang nakatayo naman si mama sipa lang siya ng sipa sa akin habang sumisigaw s ko na siya pinapakinggan dahil glait na galit na rin ako.
Nakawala ang isa niyang kamay kaya sinuntok niya ako taenna sakit nun ahh. Napigiti na ang pisi ng pasensya ko kaya malakas ko siyang tinulak kaya nabasag ang salamin naming coffee table. Wala na ako sa sarili ko kayasinuntok ko siya, umibabaw ako sa kanya at pa ulit uit siyang sinuntok.
*para ito sa lahat ng mga ginawa mo sakin*
pabaling baling ang ulo niya kaya nung nakabaling sa kanang gawi ang ulo niya ay hianawakan ko ang buhok niya at hinampas siya sa mga nagkalat na bubog.
Blood, my hands are covered with my mothers blood. As I saw her bleed I felt happy, as I hear her scream and plead I feel the want to make her bleed more. I was similing like crazy when my father saw us he quickly pushed me and punched me but I didn't let him hurt my face.
Gamit ang bubog na hawak hawak ko ay sinaksak ko siya ng paulit ulit, blood splattered the whole floor I was grinning widely while watching my parents bleed.
"MAMATAY SANA KAYO BWAHAHAHAHAHH" I shouted while laughing like a devil. I watch my hand covered with blood, I suddenly want to taste it so I was about to lick it when Police sirene echoed the Surrounding.
I noticed my Dad staring at me so I go near him and crouch so that I can talk to him clearly, I smiled deviously. I wipe my blood stained hand all over his face then laughed.
"BWAHAHAHHAHA"
Rest in peace mother, father. BWAHAHHAHAHAHA
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wwg
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