Chapter 13

                                    

                                          
Harry's POV
                          
Surely I'm just seeing things...right?
                          
Surely it isn't Lia standing in my dressing room at my fight after clearly following my car.
                          
I must be hallucinating, there is no fucking way I'm seeing what I think I am. 
                          
Fuck, how hard did McCloud hit me?
                          
I can't help but to stare at her, standing here in front of me wearing those same teasing shorts and a cropped sweater. The way I felt when I saw her earlier today is completely fucking different to how I'm feeling at this very moment. 
                          
I'm fucking livid. 
                          
I can't believe she followed me here. What the fuck was she thinking? Did she really need to talk that fucking badly or is she just that fucking stubborn? Either way I'm fucking pissed.
                          
Actually, I'm pissed for many reasons.
                          
Firstly, I'm pissed at Victor. As soon as Matt got me to wake up, Victor didn't waste any fucking time running his mouth. I could barely make out what he was saying, my head was still foggy from being knocked the fuck out. 
                          
All I could understand was that I just cost him so much fucking money and that I was gonna regret it. 
                          
I don't know why he's so surprised, McCloud was fucking twice my size, older, and more experienced. There was a slim to none chance that I was going to make it out of this on top. 
                          
He had said that this was my 'early Christmas present' so he has no right to be mad at me for a supposed 'gift'. 
                          
Early Christmas present my fucking ass.
                          
Secondly, I'm pissed at Anna. She stood down by the ring again, watching my fight. I tried to keep my back to her for most of the fight but it was fucking hard to do when I was essentially trying to fight for my fucking life.
                          
I caught sight of her as I went down, before McCloud straddled me, and she had the biggest fucking smirk on her face.
                          
Cunt.
                          
I still don't know what the fuck she's doing here and it's eating me alive. At least Victor's little bitch wasn't here tonight standing beside her, that was one positive.
                          
And thirdly, but most importantly, I'm pissed at Lia. It was very fucking dangerous for her to be here. I can't help but to wonder why the fuck didn't she leave once she realized what was going on. 
                          
I thought she was smart.
                          
I don't even know how she got past the security guard, so much for him doing his fucking job. I can't believe this shit.
                          
This is my worst fucking nightmare come true, someone in my personal life finding out what I do. I've worked so fucking hard to keep Niall away from all of this and I've been successful for months now. 
                          
How is it that I've known Lia for only a few weeks and she's already managed to push her way in and do the unthinkable. She's a real piece of work.
                          
This was supposed to be my dirty little secret. This was supposed to be something that only I knew about, everyone would be safe that way.
                          
It isn't lost on me that she had to fucking drive here because of me. I don't even want to think about the fact that it was pitch black outside, I'm just so fucking thankful she arrived safely. 
                          
I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something had happened to her.
                          
Not again.
                          
I never wanted this. I don't want her or Niall or anyone for that matter, driving out here, for me. I don't need anyone coming here to watch me, it's not worth the fucking risk.