Chaper 7

                                    

                                          

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Leo's POV:* I was to weak to get off of the bed to get 
clothes if I did get off of the bed I would of just falling to the ground that's how weak I was I couldn't feel my legs or Arms Cj could tell so he got my Clothes for me and he helped me get dressed because I couldn't do it myself I was like a rag-doll I felt so useless because I can't dress myself I need my 18 year old boyfriend to help get me dressed like FFS Leo why do you have to be so weak to dress yourself.*
                          
Charlie's POV: * I got leo his favourite oversized hoodie, his favourite top and his favourite black ripped Jeans and put his clothes on to him I could tell he felt Useless lying there because he needs his 18 year old Boyfriend to dress him but I didn't care because he was my everything and he needed me till he got better and even when he is better he will still need me I'm not going to leave his side not now not ever because he's the only loyal person I've met same with Shay but obviously more Leo because we live together and Shay lives on his own but he will be staying with us soon.* 
                          
Leo's POV:* Cj dressed me and helped me off of the bed and held me because I felt like I was going to fall onto the floor our Manager knocked on the door and said:* Guys are you ready your tour starts in 30 minutes.* I wasn't ready for this but Cj made me a cup of Coffee and gave me a red bull so I would get more energy because he knows I needed this energy to get me through the day.* 
                          
Manger:* Knock knock guys are you ready your tour starts in 30 minutes.*!
                          
Charlie's POV:* Steve knocks on the door and asked if we were ready because our tour starts in 30 minutes.* I replied:* yeah we just need to get a coffee and then brush our teeth and brush our hair then we will be out of this room.* 
                          
Leo's POV:* Cj helped me sit at the table and he made me a coffee and got a red bull out of the mini fridge in our hotel room.* We finished our coffee and we brushed our teeth and Hair then we left the hotel room we were touring in Scotland right know.*
                          
Charlie's POV:* We just finished our Coffee's then we went to the Bathroom to brush our teeth and our hair.* we left to hotel room and met our Manager in the lobby of the Double tree Hotel in Scotland it was really beautiful.* 
                          
Manager:* hey boys you ready for this tour because I am.* 
                          
Leo's POV:* We met in the lobby of the Double tree hotel in Scotland and omg it was fucking stunning Scotland was the most beautiful place for us to be for our first tour in a few years.* I was really enjoying this place. Especially with my favourite person in the world i don't know what I would do without Cj in my life he's helped me through Hell and when I was really ready to leave this world witch was when I was 12 a 12 year old wanting to leave this world. 

                          
Charlie's POV:* Scotland was honestly the most beautiful place for us to go to for our first tour in a few years I can't believe that we are on tour I missed the stage so much.* I was looking at Leo and thinking how fucking lucky I am that he's still here alive and not wanted to die even tho he did attempt but I saved him I helped him through Hell and when he wanted to leave his world witch was when he was just fucking 12 a 12 year old wanting to die like that's not on I'm glad he's still hear tho I don't know what I would do without him I would probably be lost without my best friend.* 
                          
Manger:*come on guys time to go to the meet & greet so see the fans but remember it's summer so you can wear shorts and a tank top or shorts and a short sleeved top.*
                          
Leo's POV: * yeah it is summer and we decided to wear shorts and a tank top but I had a thin hoodie on because of the bandages and my Anorexia because I don't have enough body fat to keep me warm when it gets colder later on today or tonight so yeah.* 
                          
Charlie's POV:* I was in shorts and a tank top with my black sunglasses I kept looking over to Leo and keeping an eye on him incase he passes out or throws up because of his Anorexia and Fans still doesn't know that Leo tried to take his own life or had Anorexia Leo was so skinny I'm surprised the Fans didn't notice the whole time when they came and hugged us and toke photos.* 
                          
Leo's POV: * I saw Cj looking over to me every so often because he was worried incase I passed out or Threw up or both I couldn't blame him because was are together as a couple I would be worried about Cj if he had this or tried to take his own life our Fans still didn't know and I'm surprised they didn't notice when they came up and hugged us and toke photos with us.* 
                          
Chloe:* it was my turn to meet leo and Charlie and omg I felt like I was going to pass out because I honestly didn't know how to thank Leo and Cj enough for helping me through bullying and all my depression and anxiety and PDST there music helped me through it.* I was at the front of the Line to go next and I broke down in tears and passed out in the middle of Leo and Cj and they told the bodyguard's to put a pause on the Meet & Greet I don't eat anything so that was one of the reasons why I passed out I was so embarrassed because they were my idols and I embarrassed myself by Passing out Leo and Cj took me to the bus and lay me down on a bed in the bus.*