Fuck up

                                    

                                          
Alright guys I wrote this whole chapter then accidentally deleted all of it I'm fucking pissed. I was about to post it then my dumbass deleted it. Kinda a low effort chapter since my dumbass fucked it up but whatever. Enjoy brothers 
(Karl's POV) 
Jimmy had come in the room I didn't know when but he was there. He always new how to calm me down even if I didn't know how was there. I don't deserve him as a friend he was a great guy and I'm just the person who destroyed my family. I was worthless nothing more than a fuck up. I started to shake and I think jimmy noticed as he held me a little tighter. I new I deserved everything that was happening how could jimmy not see it I mean what good have I done? Nothing absolutely nothing good I fucked my family up and for what? I guess at some point I fell asleep.
(Jimmys POV)
As I was holding Karl he started shaking again, I held him tighter making sure he new I was there I wasn't the best at these situations but I still tried. He fell asleep maybe thirty minutes after me being in there. I figured I should stay in there a little just Incase. I just sat and thought, I could believe I never noticed how off Karl was I mean no looking back on it it was pretty obvious. I wonder if his mom new about what is dad did I mean probably but why would she take him with her? Did his dad force her out maybe? So many questions stormed my head I didn't know what to think about this. I just kinda sat there for awhile I felt like a shitty friend for not paying enough attention.
(Karl's POV but it's a dream) 
" KARL GET THE HELL DOWN HERE" I heard my dad yell.
"Okay coming!" I was always a happy kid always exited. As I got to the bottom of the steps o noticed something. My mom she was crying? 
"Your moms leaving" my dad stated that with such a stern tone it was scary. 
"W-what?" I was very confused at this point as I was a kid.
"You heard me your moms leaving cause you now get your ass to your room we'll talk later" he stated that with such fire it hurt. I ran to my room without saying anything witch was my first mistake. I sat in my room for awhile thinking about everything. I was confused why my mom was leaving was she coming back? I heard yelling form downstairs then the front door slam shut. Heavy footsteps carried up the stairs and my door flung open probably leaving I hole in the wall. Before I could say anything my dad grabbed me by the neck and threw me against I wall. He threw I punch towards my face with all his power I fell over trying not to cry cause that would only make this worse. He kicked me in the side really hard. At this point I was laying on the floor trying it hold back tears I swear I heard something crack in me as he kicked my ribs again. He grabbed me by the neck of my shirt and pulled me up. Everything in my body screamed to not get up but I had no choice. He grabbed me by the neck with a tight grin I tried to fight it but he was a lot stronger than me. He dropped me slamming the door behind him. Guess he got bored or something then- 
(Karl's POV not dream this time)
I shot up breathing heavy, not like attack breathing but like I had the wind knocked out of me. Like I was breathing a lot but no air would go in. Jimmy quickly sprung to my side and hugged me. I guess he had never left but I guess that was good. He helped calm me down a little.
"What happened karl?" He sounded genuinely concerned.
"Nightmare" that's all I could get out. 
"About what Karl?" I know he just wanted to help but it made me mad him acting like he cared.
"The day my mom left" i said that quiet I was amazing he could even hear me. The room started spinning and I got really dizzy. A pain shot threw my head cause me to fall slightly. I grabbed me head as it got worse, my ears started ringing. Jimmy pulled me closer saying everything would be okay. I shot up running to the bathroom before throwing up. Jimmy was quickly by my side. I sat against the wall feeling like shit. 
"Karl what happened in your dream. It obviously was more than what you said what happened?" I new he was concerned so I decide to tell him. 
I explained the day to him about what happened what my dad did. He looked like he wanted to cry. 
(Jimmys POV)
After Karl explained everything I had know idea what to say I wanted to cry but it wasn't a good time. I just pulled him into I hug. I was hoping he didn't notice the tear I let slip but who knows. 
It was horrible hearing all that everything he just kept to himself. All the emotions he held back and blocked coming out in one night. 
I told him he should try to get some sleep but I didn't think he would. 
(Karl's POV) 
Jimmy sent me to try to sleep and I did. I woke up around 10am the next day, I laid there for awhile. Maybe 30 minutes after I woke up I heard jimmy knock on the door and ask if I was up for filming today or not. I really wasn't but I didn't want to sit around all do so I said yes. He looked a little surprised but I couldn't give a shit. 
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Hi idiots so like low effort chapter I'm not good with rewriting stuff but idc. I was gonna release 3 chapters yesterday but I finished this one then accidentally deleted it so I just listened to Wilbur soot for a few hours and went to bed so yeah. 
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