trigger warning kinda (towards the end)
natalie atkins
2:16PM
los angeles, california."welcome to the zach sang show natalie, and welcome back shawn." zach says with a smile, looking over at us, we both smile, shawn holds my hand, interlocking his fingers with mine as we both sit on the couch, dangerously close to each other.
"thank you so much." we both say at the same, me and shawn look at each other at the same time, our cheeks flush and then we start laughing, zach joins in the laughter.
"so how are you guys?" he asks, looking at me, that was my cue to speak. i nod my head at his question, clearing my throat.
"well, im great. i don't know about shawn here though." i say, muttering the last bit with a slight laugh, looking to him, who was staring intently at me, i wave a hand in front of his face and he jolts back, was he daydreaming?
"sorry, sorry." he mumbles, laughing softly, looking at zach, "i only just woke up a couple hours ago."
zach chuckles and shakes his head, "no problem man, anyways shawn, when is your new album coming? the fans have been waiting!" he exclaims, tapping a pen on his table, shawn chuckles, his cheeks flushing at his comment.
"soon, i promise."
"soon? how soon? you have got to stop teasing the fans with the word soon, last time they waited almost a whole year!" zach looks back at his notes as shawn smiles, looking over at me, i roll my eyes playfully, "come on man."
"fine fine, i guess i can reveal it now, 25th september." he says, zach cheers and we both laugh, "but i still don't have a name for the album just yet."
shawn stretches his arm across the couch ever so gently and i only notice it after i feel his thumb run across my shoulder, ever since we both said that we like each other he's been more touchy-feely and i don't know how to feel about it.
don't get me wrong, i adore the sensation but at the same time, my brain is weary of every little action, it's always on overdrive, always overthinking and i can't seem to shut it off.
"ok ok let's move on from shawn, natalie-" he begins, i turn to face him, pursing my lips, waiting for his question.
"yes?"
"you have been all over the media outlets, for various reasons of course" he says looking over at shawn, "how is it being an up and coming celebrity, releasing an album, going on tour and dating the most famous male pop singer currently? all at once, if i may add" he asks, looking at me with those sincere eyes, i also notice shawn look over to me, waiting for a response.
"well-" i start, puffing some air, "it's quite overwhelming, yeah, overwhelming is the word i'd use, i feel like i'm being pushed and pulled in different directions and don't get me wrong i love it but i can't even remember the first time i woke up and didn't have something to do or didn't get an idea for a song to write, it's insane but i wouldn't trade it for the world." i say softly, a small smile appearing on my lips at the last bit.
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