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in which i make a choice.
                          
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᠃ ⚘᠂ ⚘ bre ⚘ ᠂ ⚘ ᠃
                          
~irl/twitter~
                          
february 27, 3:30 pm
                          
well, I guess this is it!
my finger is hovering nervously over the bright blue send button. i take a deep breath, and press it. and... i no longer attend university.
                          
i feel strangely relieved, perhaps i've been holding this off far longer than i should have. while I like studying psychology, i have a hard time thinking about what i'd actually do with the degree. 
                          
sure i could be a therapist or a school counselor, but i honestly don't think my mental health issues would put up with other people's stress on top of my own. there are other jobs, but i'm not really interested in them. i mostly chose the degree because i truly love understanding people and figuring them out.
                          
i sigh and pick up my phone checking my notifications.
                          
i suppose this is my life now.
                          
i take a deep breath and prepare to call my parents and tell them that their one and only child has dropped out of school to react to reddit shitposts. 
                          
and then (unsurprisingly) i chicken out.
                          
i take to twitter instead, letting my fans know the news.
                          
@brithebrioche hi guys! i've made the decision to put a halt on uni for the time being. in the meantime  i'll be working on more content for you guys. love you, and always remember not to be a jared! 
                          
wilbursoot bre, you have no excuses
             →wilbursoot JOIN SOOTHOUSE
                  →brithebrioche will you give me a banana?
                   →wilbursoot: i promise from this day forth i will always have a banana on me so that i can present it to you at any given time 
                   →brithebrioche convincing...
                    →annilil it wasn't a no guys it wasn't a no!!!!
                    →treelo GUYS ITS HAPPENING THIS ISNT A DRILLLLLL
                    →bestbrioche ISNDKDNBSNDJCKWKNXD
                     →chickennuggie PLEASE LET IT HAPPPEN WE NEED ✨CONTENT✨
                     →avasoph why does he even want her to join she's kinda annoying?
                     →on_record @avasoph why do you even feel the need to comment? :)
                          
~dms~
                          
 ickle widdle williamson
   you're actually joining?
                          
                                                                       me
                                                 correctomundo!  
                                   only for the bananas tho 
                          
ickle widdle williamson
fucking bananas
was that the secret all along????
                          
                                                                          me
                                              you'll never know :)
                          
ickle widdle williamson                                              
wait what's a jared?
                          
                                                                          me
oh uh
              awhile ago I had a really toxic bf who tried to dox me and (crazy coincidence) his name was... jared.
                          
ickle widdle williamson
oh god
i really hope you're doing better now
doxxes can be hard especially hard if they come from people close to you
                          
                                                                          me
                                                                     yeah... at first it was really hard to get back on twitter or even post  on my ig
                   but recently i did a face reveal, and I think that boosted my confidence a bit and i'm doing a lot better :) 

                          
ickle widdle williamson
i'm glad to hear that
                          
me 
anyways do we have a schedule for  soothouse recording or...?
                          
ickle widdle williamson 
we usually aim for around two am when we're on a redbull high
                          
me 
oh god
             usually i try to steer clear of people who make a living off of being high on redbull
                          
ickle widdle williamson
but you know you can't stay away from me, I'm just too devastatingly handsome
                          
                                                                          
me
            wow that almost makes it sound like you're into me 
                          
            
ickle widdle williamson
;)
                          
                                                                          
me
                 lmao imagine sending a winky face
   but honestly widdle will, i don't even know what you look like <\3
                          
ickle widdle williamson
we can change that
                          
me
wait
what?
wilbur???
                          
Incoming FaceTime Call


                          
A/N sorry for uploading so lateeeee
also in this book wilbur hasn't done a face reveal yet so no one knows what he looks like.
i hope you enjoyed :)