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I meant to post this in the morning but school happened, so sorry for the late update!! but alsooo thank you so much for 36k!!! ily all so so much!
                          
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This isn't fucking real. 
                          
No way. 
                          
My smile closed. My eyes started to water. My whole body just stood still, watching what's in front of me.





                          
Louis partridge is kissing another fucking girl. 





                          
He was enjoying it, I can tell. 
                          
The light was off so I couldn't really tell but of course he enjoyed it. The girl he was kissing looked 10x hotter than me wtf. 
                          
It felt like my heart literally shattered into pieces. I didn't wanna look anymore, It felt like if I looked any longer I would just cry a whole river.
                          
Turns out all of that only happened in 5 seconds. Louis realized I'm there and got startled, letting go of the girl. "Y-y/n?" He stuttered, walking up to me. But I didn't wanna deal with his bullshit and walked away, as fast as I could. 
                          
I could hear footsteps running after me. "Y/n wait!" He turned me around by holding onto my shoulders. "Don't fucking touch me Louis" I said in a shaky voice, pushing his hands off my shoulders, 
                          
"I-I can explain y/n" 
                          
"Explain what? Explain how much you enjoyed that made out session you had with some girl that is probably so much prettier than me" I was on the urge of balling my eyes out the more each word escaped my mouth. "Don't say that y/n-"
                          
"Well I said it!" I raised my voice. "I said it" 
                          
He remained silent. Looking down at the floor. 
                          
"You're so fucking stupid" I scoffed. 
                          
He still remained silent. But who's cares, this gives me a chance to rant all the feelings that I've been feeling the past few minutes. 
                          
"You promised me Louis. You promised me you wouldn't turn out like the others" I mumbled, because I knew if I spoke any louder then tears would fall against my cheeks immediately. "And here you are. Fucking breaking that promise" 
                          
I paused, trying to process what was happening. "Why would you that?" There they are, the tears. 
                          
"You're my best friend Louis. Why would you do that?!" I raised my voice once again, causing Louis to flinch. "I'm so sorry y/n but I-" 
                          
"I don't wanna hear it!" I cut him off. More and more tears began to fall "You kissed, whatever her name is, behind my back. There shouldn't be an explanation Louis, I saw it alll" Louis finally looks into my eyes and I see his eyes starting to water. 
                          
"I'm so sorry" is all he said. 
                          
Then, I see a girl walk up to us. She was the same girl Louis was kissing.