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Warning: Schizophrenia

You open the door to your home, and let out a giant sigh of relief "home sweet home!" You shout, and plop down onto the couch.

School wasn't much of an experience, only one person came up to you, and it was only a girl to compliment your outfit.

"If I keep dressing like this...will I pass off as 'normal'?" You said to yourself looking up at your white wall that was now almost the color of base.

You let out a long heavy sigh, and decided to take a nap, but once you shut your eyes. That same boy came to mind...

A Black Raven undercut, grey steel eyes, is a tad taller than me, dressed like a boy that gets into a lot of trouble.

But for some reason you found him attractive? You just couldn't contemplate why you found him so pretty.

"Whatever man. He's just a bad influence, I've gotta focus on school and that boring jazz" you mumble to yourself while rising your forearm to cover your eyes. After a couple of seconds later, you fell asleep on the couch peacefully.

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You woke up around almost midnight still in the clothes that you wore to school, once you sat up you let out a groan "This is why I have a terrible sleeping schedule..." You mumble to yourself before standing up and walking up the stairs to your bedroom collecting clothes for The Daily Cleanse as you'd like to call it as if it were some satanic ritual thing.

Once you entered the bathroom you locked the door behind you being a little afraid if someone were to walk in on you naked, or if they came to possibly murder you. You looked into the mirror and cringed a bit, but when you looked at the background a dark black smokey figure was behind you.

You shut your eyes tightly and clenched your fists "Go away...Go away..." You kept mumbling, but when you slowly opened one eyelid to see if the figure was gone...but the figure was just closer to you now. It had a twisted Cheshire grin and red glowing eyes, nails that were sharp as a wolverines.

Die
Worthless
Why are you still here?
You're pathetic

The voices in your head started to fill up the room, anxiety lingered in your chest and that familiar liquid called tears welled up in your eyes threatening to spill, but like always you kept them in trying not to show that you're weak.

You began to hyper ventilate and the wall behind you started to melt like a candle once you lit it.

"Go away!" You shout once more, closed your eyes, and digged your nails deep into your face almost causing blood to ooze out.

You slowly opened your eyes and everything went back to normal, the wall was no longer melting, the horrific figure was now gone. You sigh in relief, and flinched as you looked back into the mirror, but now it was just you. Yet you still saw that same disgusting figure.

Yourself.

Authors note

Hey guess who's alive?
Here is finally the update, sorry if it's a bit shitty, I had no motivation :/

End of Authors note

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