wedding bells-1

                                    

                                          
"Hmmm.. so now make welcome cards for your siya Maa, ohk" 
                          
"Yes, I'll make welcome cards for siya Maa"he replied with a seraphic smile and hopped at his usual place to continue with his work and I left for my room to decide about the further stuffs.
                          
After making few calls and discussing about the decorations, caterers, management and stuff I sighed looking forward for a hectic week. Soon I started feeling bit drowsy, I looked towards the watch to find it's almost two in the morning, I stretched a bit and kept away all the stuff, immediately drifting in a deep slumber due to excessive tiredness.

Siya's pov:
After spending almost four hours in the spa grooming myself with all the idiotic stuffs I finally stepped out feeling all new and rejuvenated and this spa really seemed to help as I could find myself glowing.
After reaching home I changed myself and just wanted to hit the bed to calm myself but as soon as I entered I was intrupted by my mom.
                          
"Yes maa" 
                          
"Beta since your wedding is within a week so your pre wedding rituals will begin from day after tommorow so we will go for shopping"she said caressing my face.
                          
"Ohk Maa" I replied smiling not wanting to show her my inner turmoil.
                          
"Beta are you really happy with this marriage? we are extremely sorry for making things happen so fast" she said with tears forming in her eyes.
                          
"Maa, I am happy with it, I trust you all if you find that person worth for me he will be the one for me" I tried assuring her and laying on her lap trying to remensce all my memories right from my childhood ....
                          
"The moment I stepped in this world, to be honest I didn't recognize who you were.....
The faint memory of your soothing warmth...
The same voice I used to hear...............
But couldn't recognize who you were.
When you placed a kiss on my crown, 
I felt as if I own every ounce,
My tiny hands curled around your huge fingers,
Made me feel secure and sound.......
And then realisation hit me hard .... You were non other than my soul, my mentor, my angle and my mother overall♥️".
                          
This warmth was really what I wanted at this moment to soothe my burning soul, to let go off all my worries, to give my self a new start thinking about the roller coaster my life has been after his arrival I didn't realize when sleep overtook me assuring me about a new tommorow.......
                          
Tommorow early morning itself we got ready for my wedding shopping ....
"Maa it's just 9 in the morning which boutique opens up this early" I whinned as they were dancing on my head for getting ready.
"We are doing the shopping from advait's couture, so get ready fast"maa said hitting my head.
                          
He would be happy won't he? I said to myself 
I mentally laughing at my situation and started to prepare.
                          
After some time I, Maa and geetha aunty we all were sitting in the couture and selecting various dress and sarees for me. What confused me was even advait was helping them in selecting dresses and I being the least interested in all these was looking at the commotion these three were making to select dresses with advait being the most enthusiastic one. For once I lost myself in the scene in front of me what if everything was fine what if I forget those harsh words, what if he would have been the groom things would have been so different and beautiful I would have also been equally enthusiastic about all the rituals and relished my few moments with my family and bid them my last farewell with full heart. Thinking about things which would never come true a lone year escaped from my eyes I quickly wipped it off before others notice it. 
How can you think like this siya you are about get married you cannot think about him anymore I mentally scolded myself for thinking about him again and loosing myself.
                          
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