time

                                    

                                          
<hyuka pov>

It all went wrong the next day, you weren't answering my texts and calls so i started to panic. 




                          
You didn't go to school, and no one knew where you were. 





                          
I went to your house, worried






















                          
"no...you can't do this to me! COME BACK Y/N! PLEASE LET THIS BE A PRANK"


                          
Your  body was suspended from the ceiling, and a noose tightly wrapped around your neck. A camera was set about a meter or two away from you  so I stopped the recording. i checked the timer, it had been running for 15 minutes, but when i touched your hand, it was still warm. Suddenly, you wrapped my hand around yours weakly. 

                          
"h-hyuka... i-i'm s-s-sorry" 






                          
and you let it go






                          
"NO Y/N, PLEASE IT'S NOT FUNNY. COME BACK, I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, JUST PLEASE, COME BACK"









                          
it was no use though.




                          
I cut the rope, but you were gone



                          
You left me



                          
But no matter how much I howled and cried, it was no use. 




                          
You were already gone







                          
Why did you do this, y/n.











                          
I checked your video














                          
"Hueningkai, I know its you who's watching this. I'm sorry, hyuka. I just couldn't stand it anymore.
                          
 You were always there for me, and I for you. I'm sorry it had to end this way, and you couldn't help even if you tried to. i just want to say thank you and i'm sorry.
                          
 i couldn't stand getting bullied, and tried my best to keep it from you. I just couldn't keep the feelings in me anymore. i could've ruined your life. your happiness. and i'm done taking stuff from you. thank you for all the times you made my life better. all the time you wasted on me. all the good times we had together. 
                          
And i want you to know that i really, really, like you. Ever since we first met when we were 6. and i know this is gonna hurt, but i'm sorry, kai. goodbye"





                          
and you hanged yourself.



























                          
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID.






                          
i ran out of your house





                          
I NEVER THOUGHT ALL THAT OF YOU. 




                          
YOU WERE THE BEST THING THAT CAME INTO MY LIFE 




                          
AND I REALLY LOVE YOU Y/N



                          
WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME









                          
and out of habit, i called you again.




                          
only to hear the ringing of your phone in your bedroom.



                          
never hearing your voice again.



                          
i wanted to be in your embrace, with your soothing words whispered into my ear. 








                          
to hear you sing me to sleep









                          
to see you smile once again







                          
but that won't ever happen again