I can feel his hot and cold touch throughout our bond. He's not speaking, but his haunting presence can be felt in the center of my core like a ghost haunting an abandoned home. His presence causes my heart rate to increase, sends chills down my spine, and corrupts my soul. 
He's haunting me and that's exactly why I've been avoiding him for the most part. Call me a coward if you want, I'm just not ready to face him. I have still been unable to tell him the truth and it's killing me. I hate it, he thinks I'm perfect but the truth is I'm far from that. 
My actions alone prove it. Not only have I lied to mate about him losing one of the most important people in his life, but I've also deceived him into thinking that everything is fine on my end when it's not. It's the furthering thing from fine if I'm going to be quite honest. 
A disaster. Our Kingdom is in complete chaos. For starters, The Northern, Eastern, and Southern pack wolves have been freed over a thousand future slaves from the boarding schools in North America, even though their actions aren't a bad thing if you ask me. It's the motive behind their actions that is troublesome. 
I fear that the packs are only freeing those slaves to add to their forces. They are building an army and I've also been told that the hunters have joined them, which means that they have the numbers to engage in a full-fledged war and that's only the beginning.  
The Lycan's are also on strike and are dead set on preventing their dead king. They've discovered that the vampire media is down and in knowing so have decided to use the media blockage to their full advantage, burning vampire cities down to the ground with no remorse. 
Thousands on top of thousands of vampire lives have been lost. 
My people have officially declared the path of blood. Marko and Gutter Butter have been trying their best to reach the vampire Kings for backup. The secret society is not big enough to take on hunters, werewolves, Lycans, and humans. We're going to need The Vampire Army, Vampire Marine Corps, Vampire Navy,  Vampire Air Force,  Vampire Coast Guard, and some assistance from the South America Kingdom vampire forces just to have a chance to beat them.  
That's how big their army has grown. So, as I stated the situation is extremely troublesome, and due to the fact that I've not been crowned the North America Queen at the moment, I don't have the power to utilize our forces no matter what's going on. Plus, I'm really not ready to face the packs again, not after my last failure to protect my mate's aunt and people. 
In all honesty, I'm not ready to face anyone other than the ones inside of this estate.  
I'm hiding from the world and I'm under strict orders to stay under the radar. 
According to Gutter, North America is not the only Kingdom spiraling out of control. There has been a whisper that the entire world is in a state of chaos. He advised that trouble has also been brewing in the circled Kingdoms and in South American our neighboring Kingdom but we have all the details.  All Gutter has been able to come up with is that some Royal vampires have formed some type of rebellion that has started because of The King of All Vampire Kings openly declaring his beloved, Claire the Golden hair Chosen the Queen of All Vampire Kings.
That's another reason why I've been instructed to stay under the radar. If the vampires are bold enough to go up against the king of all vampire kings because of his chosen queen being a human I can't imagine what will happen when the rest of the world finds out that Cyrus has declared a she-wolve, their mortal enemy as his queen, especially right now when the packs are spilling vampire blood all in the name vengeance. On top of that, the hunters in our neighboring Kingdom have also joined in on the vampire killing spree. Everything is just a wreck.