"You live in my dream state, we're lowkey my fantasy i stay in reality, you live in my dream state any time I count sheep...... I wonder if you look both ways when you cross my mind"
"All i'm saying dude it that your lead singer in a rock band, yo...
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Charlie Gillespie:
Things are going well again. it's like the fight never happened. The band is doing big things too. Melanie not only wants to produce our music but sign us up to her record label. We're really gonna make.
"the youngest band ever to to get signed i'm pretty sure!" Jermey exclaimed. we had celebrated over watching movies and eating ice cream at Owens.
"And we couldn't have done it without our wonderful lead singer ms. Lila Adams." we prayed and bowed to her.
"oh stop your making me blush." she gushed.
Our song 'where the broken hearts go' is being edited now.
My dreams about Lila never stop. Each scenario makes me love this girl even more.
holy shit.....
I think i might love her. These scenarios are only in my head but even the moments we share together. Like when we don't have rehearsals or homework, we go to our special place and make up little songs.
It's her favorite thing she says. "i love doing this more then anything. i feel so, free." she hums. i smile and pull her down to lay down next to me.
Or when we face time and she forgets i'm there and starts to dance randomly. "Nice dance moves Li." i laughed at her. "shit! I forgot you were there." she jumps. i laugh my ass off every time she gets too comfortable on face time.
Even when we're at school during study hall. She bites her lips when she's in her zone. She mumbles the questions and she scrunches her nose to move her glasses up. She wears them to read.
"your like an old lady it's cute." i admire her face and smiled. "thanks Gillespie i love being compared to an old lady!" she hums and she writes away.
Moments, little moments like those is were i realize that this girl could be the one.
I haven't even asked her to be my girlfriend yet and here i am already confusing my love.
i just can't see my life without her.
Lila Adams:
"Well he hasn't even asked me." i chater over the phone. "well why don't you ask him?" Owen commented. "Because, i don't know. i just had this dream where he asked me in this romantic way and know i'm hoping the universe will help a sister out." i sigh.
"wait you dream about him?" he questions. crap totally didn't mean to tell him that. "umm...please don't tell Charlie." i huff. "i promise. i would never share something you wouldn't want me to." he says.
"that's actually a lie Owen you told everyone i practiced my imaginary talk shows in the mirror."
"That's only cause you said i live like a grandpa!" he shouts. "you do! let's not talk about the time where we tried to quote memes and you didn't get none of them."
"okay, okay, okay what did you need to me." Owens mumbles.
i take a deep breath. "i had dreams about Charlie for over a year now. like little scenarios taking in different places about us falling in love." i explained.
i hear silence over a moment scared that i just scared my crushes best friends. "wow." was all he said.
"that's it? wow?" i mock. "Lila it's okay. it's normal. i think? i won't tell okay and to be honest i think it's cute." he laughs. i let out a shaky breath and place a hand over my chest.
"thanks Owen." i laugh. We talked for more about my dreams and i explained how i wanted Charlie to ask me.
"we have a special spot we go to. i dreamed it would be a night picnic with candles around us with some of our favorite foods and snacks. there was lilies, dahlias, and white roses that he would hand me." i smile explaining my dream.
"we tells me the things that make him happy about me and he hands me an envelope with a letter telling me that i'm the one for him and he wants to be with me." i giggle.
"wow i think i'm tearing up." i hear Owen fake cry. i laugh and i hum. "i like him very much O. he's made me very happy in these couple of months." i tell him.
"the drama really hurt me. i thought i was gonna lose him and he would never talk to me again. i was thankful he still cares."
"he will always care Lila. i know that for sure." he tells me. i thank him and we talk for a few more minutes.
"i have to go, my mom calling me. i'll see you at school Li." he said. i said bye and we hung up.
Please universe do your job.
A/n: hey besties!! okay so sorry for not updating in a while. i've been caught up in other things and school is still kicking my butt. i also been watching wandavision so if i have any marvel fans here....hey guys:) anyways this was a little filler chapter. hope you enjoy and sorry it took long.
