Y/N POV
The next morning, I went to practice with so much in my mind.
Should I answer Nathan? What will my old team think of me when they see me? Hatred? Pity?
"Y/N," Yuna scolded, "focus! You've been attempting this jump for 2 hours now and can't get it right."
I looked down at my skates disappointed. Why can't I do anything right? The World Championships are coming up soon and if I can't get this right I will make a fool of myself.
"Hey. It will be okay Y/N. Keep going, you got it." You Young comforted.
I looked up to her with a sad smile thanking her.
After practice, coach Yuna called me over to talk.
"Y/N, I do not know what is wrong but you seem out of it. If you want to do well at this competition then you need to get it together." Yuna emphasized.
"I'm sorry Coach, I will work harder," I mumbled.
"As a coach, I'm going to tell you to figure out your problems because you need to perfect the choreo. But as a friend, seeing you hurt like this makes me upset too. I am here for you if you need me."
I nodded and watched her leave as I packed up.
On the walk home, I decided to let my brother know everything. I need to tell him and open up because this is slowly eating me up inside.
When I reached home I washed up and sat down on my bed grabbing my phone.
Y/N
Joshua, can we find a day to meet up and talk? I need to tell you something.
After waiting for a bit my phone binged.
Joshie
Hey, yeah of course! I am free the day after tomorrow or a bit. I can meet you at your place at around 6 pm.
My heart started to feel like it was about to burst. After all this time, I am finally going to open up. Will he blame me too?
I looked at Nathan's message. If I am opening up again, I might as well face this too and reply.
Sighing, I cooked up a reply,
Y/N
Thank you. I will see you guys there.
~
Johnathon POV
"Johnathon, we have something to tell you. Please sit." My mother motioned to the couch.
My father looked upset while my mother was on the verge of tears.
"What's going on? Did something happen?" I panicked.
"Son, your mother, and I are getting a divorce." My father started with such venom in his voice.
My mother started to sob as I sat there still waiting for the information to finally get through to me.
"Why?" I asked, barely above a whisper.
"We fell out of love sweetie. Your father has found someone new." My mother sniffled as she held my hand.
"Why are you bringing up that I found someone new! That is not his business!" My father barked at my mother.
"He deserves to know exactly why we are getting a divorce!" she snapped back.
My heart feels like it was shattered. First my injury, then finding out I can't compete in the Olympics, and now this? Why is this happening to me? I feel useless, worthless like I am nothing. I yanked my arm away from my mother and ran to my room.
After a month my parents were waiting for the court day so they could finalize their divorce, while I was going to school every day feeling numb inside.
"Hey, Johnathan! How does it feel not being able to compete in the next Olympic?" Sabrina chuckled and continued, "I wouldn't know".
"HEY! Back off Sabrina!" Y/N ran up to us as she roared.
I gave her a smile as a thanks. Every day, faking a smile when I am actually dying inside.
I can't take it anymore. I want to leave.
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A/N:
Sorry for the short chapter.
I will also be trying to update more often because I have more time.
Thank you again for reading my story! :)
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