SHAWN POV
I WATCHED them laughing together while eating comfortably. A slight pang I felt inside me as I stared down to Jayce. He's laughing happily serving food for Dayana, who's smiling back at him.
Tangina! Ano ba tong nararamdaman ko! Nababaliw na ata ako, damn! hindi naman ako nabagok o ano bago magtransfer sa SU.
I'm feeling more attached towards him day by day. After doing those things to Jayce without him knowing it, the memories of me kissing him is keeping me wide-awake at night that everytime I closed my eyes, his face is all what I can see. Closed eyes moaning from my taking advantage of him underneath me. That night... that night always keep replaying to my mind.
Noong nakita ko siya kaninang umaga, alam kong linagyan niya ng concealer ang mga resulta ng pananamantala ko sa kanya sa gabing iyon. Hindi ko mapigil ang mapangiti nang makita ko siyang pumasok ng late sa room. Akala ko nga hindi na siya papasok e. Pero naglaho ang ngiti ko nang makita ko ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya. Galit siya alam ko yun, hindi niya nagustuhan ang ginawa ko. But why? kung sa tingin niya naman ay babae ang gumawa, bakit siya magagalit?
Maybe because he feels, he was taking advantage without his consent? And knows nothing about it?
Nung makita kong galit siya at hindi maganda ang timpla ng mukha niya, nakakatawa man ngunit, naisip ko pang 'God, he's fucking sexy with an angry face.' alam ko hindi ko dapat naiisip iyon. Pero wala akong magawa sa reaksyon at nais isipin ng isip ko. That makes me more certain of the feelings formed inside me. Still, I was clueless about everything happening around me, mostly to me.
Ako parin kaya to? this is not me. Sa tingin ko hindi na ako to. Natatakot ako, natatakot ako sa kahihinatnan ng lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Natatakot ako sa hindi inaasahang damdamin ko na ito.
I'm sure Evan will laughed at my face, sa oras na sabihin ko sa kanya to. Shit! Am I ga — uh oh! don't think about it yet Shawn, you still have time to find out what's it.
Sobrang hirap na, kakayanin ko pa ba? kakayanin ko pa bang magsapalaran sa isip at puso ko?
Goodness! nagiging OA na ata ako nito, naguguluhan na ako sa sarili ko.
I take a deep sighed before finishing my drinks and place my bill on the table before walking towards the exit of the restaurant. Oo, nandito ako ngayon sa restaurant kung saan sila Jayce, mas-nauna nga lang ako sa kanila makarating dito at saktong pagka-order ko ng pagkain ay dumating sila kanina. My eyes lighten up when I saw him getting out of his car but fade when I saw how he look at the girl whom he with and his friends right now. He is goddamn happy and it hurts.
Tangina guys! this is fucking torture.
I wish my crazy ass cousin is here to entertain me.
Sa exit ng restaurant ako nakatingin habang nasa bulsa ko ang aking mga kamay nang lagpasan ko ang table nina Jayce.
Notice me please.
What? Urgh hindi ka ganito Shawn. Sobrang laki ng pinagbago ng sa sarili mo man. Yeah, hindi talaga ako ganito. Now what to do? Can anyone fucking tell me?
"Aldus? hey!"
Napapikit ako nang marinig ang boses niyang tumawag sa akin. Oh no, how could he call me with my middle name that I didn't even get pissed by it? Heck! Sana hindi nalang niya ako napansin. Hindi sana ako tila yelo dito na hindi manlang makagalaw habang nakatayo nang marinig ko siyang tawagin ako.
I felt a tapped on my shoulder and that makes me move a bit but didn't turned. Then in just a second, Jayce Luca is now infront of me.
"You done eating?" He asked. My heart skips a beat because of that.
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Teen FictionJayce Luca's life is very mysterious. He didn't even know why he needed to be protected in the first place. So, to feel his freedom despite of how mysterious his life especially his father, he became a carefree student. Not until he met this transfe...
