Chapter 17

                                    

                                          
Sorry I Haven't Updated In What Seems Like Forever. I've Been Very Busy But I Will Try My Hardest To Update & Reinvent The Story With Every New Chapter
                          
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London

                          
I Woke To Chris Face All In My Neck. He Looked Kinda Sexy Sleeping. His Jaw Line Looked So Smooth I Had To Touch It. I Slowly Moved My Finger Up & Down His Jaw.
                          
Just Doing This Had Me Thinking About My Feelings Towards Chris. I've Known Him My Whole Life. I Started Liking Him When I Was 15, He Was 19 & Gorgeous. I Realized It When Lexus Had Me Over For A Pool Party. 
                          
Chris Was Walking In A Tank Top. He Always Had This I Own The Place Walk & Vibe. Me & Lexus Was Talking To Our Friends Having Fun. When Chris Took Off His Shirt. I Stopped Talking & Just Looked At Him In Amazement. I Knew He Was Fit & Cut But I Was Still Surprised. From That Day On I Thought I Just Liked Him For His Looks.
                          
As We Got Older We Hung Out More. I Started Liking Him For Him. He Is Smart, Caring, Protective, Loving, Funny He Loves To Smile. He Taught Me Life Is Only A Painful If You Never Smile.

                          
I Looked Down & He Was Staring At Me. I Couldn't Move I Just Looked At Him. He Wrapped His Arms Around Me & Snuggled Into My Neck Some More. He Was Cute Like A 5yr That Doesn't Want To Let Go Of There Mom.
                          
"Keep Rubbing My Jaw It Was Soothing."
                          
"No, Your Awake Its Weird."
                          
"Please My Mom Used To Do It Before She Left."
                          
"Fine But Only For A Few Minutes"
                          
"Yea Yea Get The Rubbing"
                          
I Smiled & Went Back To Rubbing His Jaw Line. I Remember That Day When Lexus Called Me Crying. Their Mom Left When Lexus Was 3 & Chris Was 6. Lexus Thought She Left Because Of Her. Chris Told Her Its Cause She Couldn't Handle This Life Anymore. She Left After My Mom Was Killed. She Was Getting Out Of The Line Of Fire. Lexus Was A Daddies Girl So She Got Over It After A Year She Says Her Mother Was Weak & She'll Never Be Her. Chris Was A Mommas Boy He Was Cold Hearted To Everyone But Me & Lexus. I Was Always Scared To Be With Chris Back Then & Tell Him My Feelings. He Use To Just Use Girls Then Move On. When They Would Try To Talk To Him After He Was Done With Them He Would Go Off. He Would Curse Them Out & Tell Them They Were Just A Quick Nut. 

                          
I Slide Chris Off Me & Got Up. I Went In My Closet & Got Some Clothes. I Went Into The Bathroom & Locked The Door. I Took A Nice Hot Shower. I Wet My Hair So It Could Be All Curly. I Got Out & Lotion Up Then Got Dressed. I Brushed My Teeth. My Mouth Felt All Minty. I Came Out 2 Hours Later, Chris Was Gone. He Always Woke Up When I Moved Out The Bed.

                          
I Went To Lexus Room She Was Getting Dressed. We Were Going To Go Get Food Then Shop. 
                          
"Hey Boo You Look Sexy"
                          
"I Try I Try, Im Surprised Chris Not Right Behind You"
                          
"Lmao Whatever He Is Not My Shadow"
                          
"Mhmm If You Say So, Come Curl My Hair."
                          
"You Didn't Invite Him To Come Right"
                          
"Yes I Did He Would Come Either Way"
                          
I Finished Her Hair & Went Downstairs. I Was Eating An Apple Waiting On Chris. I Swear He Takes Longer Then Me & Lexus. Uncle Donny Walked In The Kitchen & Kissed Our Foreheads.
                          
" I Have A Surprise For You London"
                          
"Oooo What Is It?"
                          
"Thats Not Fair Dad" Lexus Was Whining I Would To
                          
"Its Okay Lexus We'll Share It"
                          
"Well Anyway, We Are Going To Visit Your Father. Don't Worry Nick Family Will Be Safe. While We Visit Him Nick's Family Will Go To Hawaii."
                          
"Okay When Do We Get To See My Daddy"
                          
"We Leave Tomorrow So Come Back Early To Pack Tropical Wear"
                          
Me, Lexus & Chris Went Shopping. I Needed A New Bikini Lexus Was Distracting Chris So I Could It Out Then I Would Do The Same. Every Time We Picked Out Lil Shorts He Would Put Them Back. He Finally Gave Up & Let Us Get What We Wanted. We Bought Some Shoes To Match Then Went To Get Some Food.
                          
We Went To Dave & Busters. I Love Their Burgers. After We Order & Got Our Drinks. Chris Went To The Bathroom. 
                          
"Chris Likes Your Ass"
                          
"Ha Ha Very Funny"
                          
"Whatever You Like Him Too"
                          
"Oh Really How Would You Know"
                          
"The Way You Two Look At Each Other But Someone Is Stopping Ya From Being Together & Its Not Our Dads"
                          
"Lexus Shut Up You Don't Know What You Talking About"

                          
Chris Came Back Before She Could Say Anything Else. The Food Came Moments Later. While We Ate I Thought About What She Said. I Mean I Like Chris But Something Is Stopping Us & I Know What. 
                          
Later That Night We Boarded The Jet. I Went To Sleep To Avoid All Talking. I Didn't Need Lexus Breathing Down My Neck. I Know Who Im Falling For But I Know Who I Already Fell For. I Never Knew You Could Love Two At Once.