'While taking you out of this misery that your life is now bearing, and keeping you by my side until your world starts clearing,
I'll love you unconditionally and will bring you out of your Dark Past, definitely.'
YOUR SAVIOUR, JEON JUNGKOOK
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_Two Days Later_
_11:00.a.m._
It's been days since I last saw Jungkook. And I can't help but to contemplate over various questions. Does he have a girlfriend? Or he's married? Is he hiding his relationship? Or it was just an injury he got while doing something? But when I said the word 'hickey' he made it obvious that it 'was' one so it can't be an injury. He can't go to club because he must be restricted, right? I don't know why am I thinking about it. My heart has been aching since that day... And I've come to a conclusion that.... I still have feelings for him. My childhood love hasn't died yet but... I think... he didn't love me from the start. It was just my dumb heart that believed that we both-
The ringing of the phone cut the train of my thoughts and I hurry to pick the receiver up. "Yes, sir?" I answer the call coming from Saejin manager's office. "Come in the meeting room with the scripts I asked you to copy!"
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_JUNGKOOK's POV_
The door to the room open and here comes the person whom I haven't seen for two days. Y/N comes in meeting room and bows to all of us. We get in a brief eye contact but she walks to Saejin hyung to hand him some documents. "Can you distribute these among them?" Saejin hyung keeps one stack of thin papers, stapled together and give the rest of them back to her. She nods her head with a soft 'Yes, sir!' and starts her work.
I can almost perceive the nervousness and temperature of her skin that is probably getting cold. Maybe she still isn't used to seeing all of the members. She places the papers in front of everyone, on the table, respectfully but once she approaches me, I, on purpose, touch her hand and bite my lower lip to conceal my smile that was forming on my face once I heard hard thumping of her heart as she was just right by my side, bending a little to keep the papers on the table. She brushes past my chair to finish her task hurrily, as soon as possible and stand beside Saejin sunbae-nim.
Saejin hyung starts his 'speech' but... here I am. Feeling her touch, her skin that was ice-cold once touched, her beasty crazy heartbeat and look on her face. She isn't looking at me but is biting on her lips to conceal her emotions and nervousness, looking down, with her hands crossed on her lower stomach. I drift my focus from her, no matter how hard it is and give my attention to Sunbae-nim, to process whatever he's saying.
_30 Minutes Later_
The meeting now finished, everyone preparing to leave but my focus only at her. I stand from my seat as she's getting ready to go out but... "Miss Han!" Saejin sunbae-nim call her and she immediately look at him. "Come in my office after lunch break. I have to give you some files to look upon." He smiles at her, getting up to go out. "Yes, sir!" She smiles back and nod her head in approval. Office now almost empty and she was going to go out but I try to stop her, using an excuse.
"Ms. Han!"
"Yes?" She politely asks, turning around to look at me, stopping in her track. "One of your earring is on the floor, here." I point but look at the door, watching as the last person leaves the room sparing a simple glance at us. I rush towards the door to close it, as she is looking at me with a baffling stare, surely finding me weird as I know she has both of her earrings. I lock the door and turn towards her, making sure that all the windows are closed with curtains down.
"How are you?" I ask, approaching her steadily as I know in which circumstances we left each other last time. "I-I'm fine." She stops her steps that she was taking backwards, once her hips collide with the edge of the table. I step in front of her, dangerously close that my own heart is starting to pound in my chest. I cup her waist with one hand and hold her face with the other one to bring her close to me. I bring my face closer to her brushing past her glossy swollen lips- which she hasn't stopped biting during the whole meeting- and press a soft kiss on her cheek.
The beating of her heart now audible and my own heart pounding against my chest. "That was a misunderstanding, miss!" I smile against her cheek, whispering the words which I truly mean. "W-what?" She breathes her words out nervously, holding one of my bicep gently with her shaking hand. I move my hand down, by which I was holding her face and take the file that she was holding, to put it on the table behind her.
"That wasn't a hickey..." I smile down at her, looking at her this closely, staring deeply in her eyes, that is a brown ocean, full of feelings that I know she has for me. Feelings of love.
"Then... what was that?" She whispers looking up in my eyes, trying to get an answer that would satisfy her. "It was just an injury." I tell the truth but not explaining when and how I got that. "Why are you.. telling me this?" She holds my biceps with both of her soft and small hands. I smile against my will but glance down at her lips not knowing what to answer. I know she would get hurt after hearing the truth and I don't want her to be sad. Actually, I, myself felt bad after having sex with that girl when I knew that I shouldn't but that was the hand-mark and not a hickey. "Just... Maybe... so that you won't think that I have a girlfriend?" I gulp but look up into her eyes.
A cute smile, to my biggest surprise, appears on her face. I smile with satisfaction and lean forth to kiss her cheek once more, feeling her grip on my shirt slightly tightening. I make the kiss linger but pull back slowly to rest my forehead on hers. It's so calming and good to be intimate with her and I don't even know why am I doing it. "Are we good now?" I whisper and smile when I see her smiling and nodding her head in approval. "Good." I smile back and hug her tightly, liking this intimacy more than I should.
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_07:05.p.m._
Done with the whole schedule for today, I head towards Y/N's room to ask her for a ride for home. I knock on the door to let her aware that someone is here but enter immediately to not be seen by anyone. "Hey!" I chirp, watching her assembling her stuff but she instantly looks up and smiles. "Hi! What brings you here, Mr. Jeon?" She smiles and picks her bag up once it's packed. "Your charm." I let out but cringe on my own words. She chuckles cutely and steps aside to come upto me. "Don't be cheesy. I'm serious." She stops infront of me smiling up at me cutely. "I'm also serious."
"Jungkook!" I chuckle once she lets my name out of her luscious lips, playfully but I answer her question earnestly. "Would you like a ride home with me? I won't hear 'no' as an answer." I act all seriously to get her know that I'm not joking. "What's with you today?" She chuckles nervously. Well... I'm not surprised. I was already anticipating this question from her. "Why? Is there a problem? I'm behaving with you like I used to do years ago. Is it weird?" I question back. "Uh.. No! It's not. It's just that... It's so sudden...? Maybe....Let's go." She shrugs and brushes past me to get to the door. I grin widely and follow her to go out but cautiously, not to get caught.
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_One Day Later_
_Y/N POV_
Tired from today's work, I enter home only to find darkness. Anna must be on work. With this thought, I switch the lights on and enter the living room, putting my handbag on coffee table and plop my body on the couch. I let out a moan of exhaustion but get up to take my phone once I hear it ringing. Once I pick it up, I regret right after.
