The whole fandom was beyond horrified when the news erupted all around the world. Even the different groups and fandoms were shocked by what happened. The hashtag for moonbyul's death trended on Twitter and peaked in number one spot worldwide. Many send their condolences and heartwarming message to the group for a little support. If the fans are mourning with moonbyul death, how much more to those people who are loving her dearly when she was still alive.
Moonbyul's body was already cremated and was inside a white porcelain jar with a picture frame behind it. Moonbyul looks so lively in that picture, her smiles is up to her eyes and her teeth were showing while looking at the camera. Of course, she is happy that time, yongsun was the one who took the picture.
"Are you mad at me?" Irene asks yongsun who was just staring at byulie's remains. They are both looking at the girl's picture with stains of tears in their eyes. Yongsun never took a glance at Irene but she still answers the latter's question.
"I want to, but I promise byulie that I would never." Yongsun spoke lifelessly.
Irene understands the girl. What she has done was beyond selfishness, and thinks of her own happiness.
"I'm sorry.." Irene sighed and take a glimpse at yongsun who have unreadable facial expressions.
"God I miss her.." Irene continues as she runs her palms towards her face, face palming the pain away.
Two years with byulie was still not enough for her. It was hard to move on knowing she was Irene's first love interest.
"Don't be. She already spends her two years with you.. be thankful for that." Yongsun softly spoke, it's like she doesn't want to hurt herself with what she just said.
Irene nods gently, as a smile form on her lips and look above the white ceiling.
"But you know what, for those two years we've been together. Moonbyul made me feel her love for me, but somehow, that love is lacking. It's like she loves me, but I can sense it's not fully. And I didn't confront her with it, because I know she can't never give me that love."
"The love that she can only give to you."
Irene said, defeated. A chuckle escapes from her mouth as she remembers those time when moonbyul accidentally mentioned yongsun's name instead of her, especially if moonbyul was wrecked with alcohol.
"Those eyes of hers don't lie, cause I can see I'm not the only one she loves." Irene spoke, shaking her head at yongsun who is still quietly listening to her.
"It's like we're 50/50, but my advantage is I'm always with her that time. So the love that was meant for you, was given to me." Irene added.
"And I'm really sorry for taking away your opportunity to feel her love. I deeply regret it."
Yongsun acts as if she wasn't interested in what Irene blurted out but her eyes can't hide happiness. Moonbyul was somehow thinking of her for the past two years she was with Irene. A sigh escaped at yongsun's mouth and face the latter, giving her a warm smile, portraying that there's nothing to worry about.
"It's okay.. life still goes on, we can't change what already happened." Yongsun spoke, and drag her feet away from Irene. The last sentence was spoken before she disappears at Irene's sight.
"Thank you, Irene-ssi, for taking care of her."
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A day has passed since byulie's last day of burial and yongsun was again at moonbyul's place, spending time for herself. She was at the edge of byulie's bed while her body was wrapped with moonbyul's bedsheets, and hugging moonbyul 'the stuffed bunny' in her arms. The clothes she was wearing is owned by moonbyul too.
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