The One.

                                    

                                          
I convinced myself you were 
the one.
                          
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"Will you be my girlfriend?"
                          
"A hundred times yes!"
                          
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That you were my soulmate.
                          
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"Will you marry me, Mina?"
                          
"Yes!"
                          
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I was truly in love with you.
                          
I thought what we had was special.
                          
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We were cuddling on the couch while watching the Titanic.
                          
He would whisper loving things in my ear making my heart bloom.
                          
"Pay attention to the moovieee!"
                          
"But you're better 
than the movieeee."
                          
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I guess, you fell out of love.
                          
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"Wanna watch a movie?"
                          
"Sorry. Busy."
                          
I began to give him kisses but he kept pushing me away.
                          
"Please, stop. It's annoying."
                          
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Did you even love me in the first place? 
                          
It hurts me so much how you made me feel so special, to then make me feel unwanted.
                          
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I grabbed my phone and began messaging him sweet things, only to be left on read.
                          
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You hurt me. Both physically and verbally. But yet, I still loved you dearly.
                          
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"What the fuck is this?!?
Are you fucking stupid?"
                          
"I'm s-sorry-.."
                          
A hard smack came in contact with my face, making my cheek feel this burning sensation.
                          
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You made me do things I didn't want to do, yet I still did them.
                          
Wanna know why?
                          
Because I loved you.
                          
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"Get on your knees."
                          
I gulped and shook my head.
                          
"NOW."
                          
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