Part 22

                                    

                                          
Yena's pov
                          
" Yena-yah, do you want to go to canteen with me?" Hyewon asked me. " It's okay Hyewon, I have something to do. So I think better you go first." I replied to her. Hyewon went out from our class after I said that to her. 'She must be really hungry' I said to myself. Actually, I don't even want to go to canteen but I don't know where I want to go. I walked out from my class and start to wander around the school. I just want to get rid of the thought of Changmin and Chaeyeon at the class earlier. ' It must be true about the rumor that he like Chaeyeon. I should know from the start that he don't like me but why I keep this feeling' I said to myself. I walked to the school library because I want to borrow some books for study. As I went into the library I saw Changmin and Chaeyeon sit together. I can see the laughing happily to each other. I hurriedly went out from the library and ran away. Without I realized my feet brought me to the school rooftop. I sit on the floor of the rooftop. ' I hate you Changmin. Why you must treating me nicely?  Why you change into a nice person when you with me? Why I need to teach you? Why must I have a feeling to you? ' I said in my mind. 'krukkk' my stomach growl. I was so hungry because I'm not eating breakfast this morning since I want to study but I really don't want to go down, I can't stand to watch my crush with my friend. ' It's all my fault. If I'm not have feeling towards Changmin I will never been hurt. If I'm not get closer to him it will be better. If I'm not treat him nicely i will never had feeling on him. It's all my fault.' I start to blame myself. Without I realized I hit my head with my hand repeatedly.
                          
I start to cry after I stop hitting my head. ' I thought after I be good to everyone they will like me but I'm wrong. Only Izone that really treat me as friends.' I said to myself. Suddenly my head feel heavy , I held my head and tried to massage it a bit. The school bell ring to shows that recess end. I tried to get up while grabbing anything near me. I walked for a few step before my head hurts again and I fell on the floor. I tried to asked for anyone help but useless because no one on the rooftop except me. I tried to get up again but I failed. My eyes began to close before I become unconscious.
                          
"Yena-yah, please wake up. I know you strong please wake up." I heard someone voice. " Ughhh." Without I know the sound came out from my mouth as I tried to open my eyes but my head hurt so bad. I can see Chaewon sitting beside of my bed. " Chaewon-ah, where am I?" I asked her. " Yena-yah, you already woke up. Omg thank god. You are at school clinic. I'm so worried about you." She said to me. " But why am I here?" I asked her again. " Haish pabo. You faint at the school rooftop you know. Why must you go there? Why don't you follow Hyewon and go to  canteen?You know that you can't skip you meal Yena." She nagged at me. I know that she worried about me and don't want to see me sick. " Hey , why you here? What about class?" I asked her again. " Don't worry about class. I already asked Sunwoo to tell teacher about us. Besides that the class already end Yena." She replied to me." Wow , since when you become closer to him huh? Are you have anything with him?" I ask her again and tease her. " Yah , we just friend. Stop it." She said and hit my hand. " Wait you said that class already end. Are you serious?" I asked her . " Yes class already end . You unconscious for about 3 hours Yena." Chaewon said to me. " Jinjja, omg how about class. I skip to many class Chaewon-ah. I shouldn't do that." I said to Chaewon. " Relax Yena, our teacher just tell the class to do self study. So don't worry." Chaewon try to calm me down. " Alright Chaewon if you said so." I replied to her. " But Yena why you not going to canteen with Hyewon?" Chaewon asked me. " It just because I don't want to meet Changmin." I said to her. " But he not there." Chaewon said to me. " I know." I replied to her and looked down at my hand." How did you know?" She asked me again." I saw him with Chaeyeon at library. Do you think that they have relations?" I asked Chaewon. " I don't know Yena. Then if you saw him at library you should go to canteen Yena. You must remember that you can't skip your meal." Chaewon start to nagged at me again." Haish , arrasso arrasso , you already told me many times Chaewon." I replied to her and close my ear playfully. " How can I'm not nagged at you. Even though I already told you many times you still do that. Don't you love yourself." Chaewon replied to me. " Aigo, mianhae mianhae. But did our member know about me?" I asked her. " Don't worry. I'm not telling them." Chaewon replied. " Good they don't need to know about this." I said to her.
                          
Me and Chaewon chatting for a long time about my feeling towards Changmin. Suddenly someone knocking the clinic door. Chaewon went to the door and open it. " Hai Yena , how are you?" Sunwoo asked me. " I'm fine. But what take you here?" I asked him." I just want to visit you since Chaewon said that you faint. I'm also come with Eric." Sunwoo replied. " Hai Yena." Eric waved at me. " Oh hai Eric. Thanks for coming." I said to the boys. " It's okay Yena. We are friends right." Eric said to me. I nodded at his word. " Yena, how can you faint at school rooftop?" Sunwoo asked me. " I go to the rooftop to relax myself before class start. But suddenly my head hurt so badly. That's why I faint." I explain to them. " Owhhh, pity you. You must take some rest Yena." Eric said to me. " Thanks for your concern." I said to him and smiled. " Yena-yah can I asked you something?" Sunwoo suddenly asked me. " What you want to ask?"  I asked him back. " It's about Changmin." He replied. I stunned after I heard Changmin's name. " What you want to ask me about him?" I asked him again. "Do you have feeling to him?" Sunwoo asked me.