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kieran. they/them, xe/hir, it/its. 21. white gentile. transmisogyny-exempt genderfluid. bisexual. crazy person. diy cringe comp.
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omg i forgot i remade right after i took 6g of shrooms with a sketchy dude and freaked the fuck and possibly had a seizure(?) but omg. i was a super impulsive mess at the time (still kinda am But) like i really intended to cut down my tumblr use to a bare minimum & that didn’t really happen heha. still am on this site less atm tho. i don’t really use drugs anymore and i miss it bc i feel like i think more boring thoughts but weed turns me into an anxious mess 90% of the time and psychedelics would absolutely melt my brain i hate thinking and being aware it just stresses me out. like i could do it when i was not present in the world or aware of myself & i’d chill but now it makes me think about what’s going on in my life and stuff (not good, really!) and like. feels bad man

ALSO i am like. at the point where i have really fairly recently stopped being seriously emotionally invested in celebrities/musicians i Do Not Know & that’s good bc it’s kinda wack and though i was aware it was cringe i was #coping i guess. still post abt them tho sometimes for entertainment and maintain some level of interest in them as people but in a much more detached(?) way i think. or i hope. so that’s what’s up

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ok i havent been on this blog since last october and just want to let u know i’m still kickin

right now i’ve been quarantining with my dad & sisters, still mentally ill but chillin. i go by slug as well as kieran now. my elderly childhood cat, izzy, recently passed away at the age of 18 and i’m dealing with that.

i’m not as paranoid as i was straight out of cannabis psychosis so i guess i feel fine giving my new url out publicly now, it’s @hottopicnirvanatshirt currently & it’s still 18 but i’m considering dropping that bc like. it’s hard to enforce, i don’t really post nsfw i just want to chill w/out 14 y/os following me but i might just censor myself more bc i’m not sure it’s really practical on a site that allows anyone 13 to make an acct. i also made a new insta just now bc the one i had was more for irl ppl & acquaintances and i was stopping myself from being apeshit for that reason, it’s lauminx & i intend for it to b more like. aesthetic i guess but no posts on it currently. my twitter is slugcore but i’m not terribly active there. dm me on any of those accts to ask for my discord if u want

anyway that’s the update, there’s where u can find me. hope yall r well

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hey i’m not here anymore lol. ask for my new blog (nonmutuals can ask! but it’s 18 )

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Hey so I guess I’ll make a new post to explain rather than then old posts, but I’m a crazy trans lesbian and had trouble with jobs, between work rn and very not doing great for a variety of reasons, and I could really use some help for food and gas, and frankly idk if this will lose me help but I’m also an addict and need like weed and shit on top of food and gas etc. PayPal is [email protected] Venmo is @Chara-Haze and Cashapp is $CharaHaze. Thanks everyone

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hey! i've got one more day to come up with money to make sure my boyfriend can get out of his current abusive living situation!

i made another post about this but the notes died down and so did the donations. basically i need to come up withn $200 before today is over so i can get my boyfriend away from his abusive mother and sister! so if you can afford to give anything, please do! we're on some what of a time crunch now and we need all the help we can get!

$dingusmyers on cashapp

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i got an anon saying to stop making people feel sorry for the fact i haven’t eaten which .. okay so yeah im still a mentally ill clown still unable to work still unable to feed myself and currently in and out of multiple doctors appointments bc im having such sever panic attacks , so if ya wanna help me live until im able to get disability here’s my vemo and PayPal @Carter-Raquel // PayPal.me/cnorris98 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

I got denied for ssi again (just an update) // im currently looking for work (have been through this whole process) but i have no way of getting rent and utilities this month so if u could reblog that’d be great!! 💓💓💓🌸🌸🌸

my rent is due in four days!

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u ever think about how messed up it is that a lotta common traits and mannerisms of neurodivergent folk are ingrained in our culture as things that are rude or suspicious or even outright creepy? like sometimes i rock back and forth to fidget in just a nice wiggly way and all i can think of is “wow i probably look like a freaky person in a horror movie”, or when i talk ive noticed i often avoid eye contact which i’ve been told is rude my Entire life when it’s really just me feeling extremely invasive staring into peoples eyes all the time, and it’s just like, we gotta deal with the stigma everyone puts on us just Existin out here

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my mental health is all over the place lately, my impulsivity has gone thru the roof and i’m not sure if that was my concussion or not, but one thing i’m grateful for is i’m not sure i have clinical social anxiety anymore. over the past year it’s really improved so much to the point it’s barely noticeable. i’ve really gotten better so much in many ways. i’m still obviously neurodivergent but i’m so much happier at this point in my life.

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violaslayvis

Hey friends. I hate to be a burden again but the time on my current housing situation is running out. I have to leave by September 30th and I’m trying to raise money to get an apartment. I have a couple potential jobs lined up but so far I’ve had to use my money on food & transportation.

I’ve looked on the housing groups on FB but even the cheapest apts are out of my budgets (including deposits & utilities). It shouldn’t take me much longer to find a job but it would be life-changing if I could raise around $400 to prevent me from being...homeless lol! You’re welcome to DM if further information is needed. Your help is very much appreciated 😊😊💕

http://paypal.me/payjohnz

http://cash.me/payjohnz

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kill your curiosity

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1. Last kiss
2. Last phone call
3. Last text message
4. Last song you listened to
5. Last time you cried
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
7. Been cheated on
8. Self harmed
9. Lost someone special
10. Been depressed
11. Been drunk and threw up
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex
13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
15. Made a new friend
17. Laughed until you cried
18. Met someone who changed you
19. Found out who your true friends were
20. Found out someone was talking about you
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
27. What time did you wake up today
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
32. What are you listening to right now
33. When is the last time you had sex?
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now
35. Most visited webpage
36. Favorite colour
37. Nicknames
38. Relationship Status
39. Zodiac sign
40. Male or female
41. Primary school
42. Secondary School
43. High school/college
44. Eye color
46. Height
47. Do you have a crush on someone
48. What do you like about yourself
49. Piercings
50. Tattoos
51. Righty or lefty
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing
54. First best friend
55. First hookup
56. First Bestfriend
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating
60. Drinking
61. I’m about to
62. Listening to
63. Waiting for
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?
65. Get married?
66. Career
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
68. Hugs or kisses
69. Shorter or taller
70. Older or Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud
74. Hook-up or relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
77. Drank hard liquor
78. Lost glasses/contacts
79. Had sex
80. Broken someone’s heart
82. Been arrested
83. Turned someone down
84. Cried when someone died
85. Fallen for a friend
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself
87. Miracles
88. Love at first sight
89. Heaven
90. Santa Clause
91. Kiss on the first date
92. Angels
93. How would you label yourself?
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
95. Did you sing today
96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
100. Do you like the way you look?
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dualupa

Do it, y'all. I’m in the mood to get all personal!

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