clearly an autistic young woman

im neurodivergent and im from down under.

call that an AUS-tistic

now that ive put a name to the emotion ive been feeling recently i can feel it a lot more . god. just gotta make it through tonight ill go back on meds tomorrow

this happens every couple months where im like oh im fine i dont need my meds anymore. so i try without them. and then the anxiety disorder that I have hits me and i stop having fun. like literally i just stop having fun. anxiety isnt a voice for me its more just like a guilt weighing over me that i used to think was god but its just my broken brain

been having a good couple of weeks but at the same time its been tainted by like . a really bad feeling for some reason. and ive just realised its anxiety. i stopped taking my meds a bit ago (on purpose) and i think i need back on

ive also been partying hard for a bit so i think its just general fatigue,.emotionally and physically, but like i also think its anxiety

god this is embarrassing imagine saying this. imagine saying these words in that order. imagine thinking that thats an own. i genuinely cannot think of a more succinct way of saying "ive never listened to a single green day song before" elon did you really think you were the good guy in american idiot. are you kidding me. kill yourself

based off of his recent actions it seems like he just heard the first two words and tuned the rest out

sorry i know i literally asked for a specific album rec and i got a specific album rec but instead im listening to little creatures because i need and she was in my bloodstream

thats so valid actually dw

im mad that its the first song in the album though because i need to skip it because ive spent the last 15 minutes looping it and i cant just listen to it again later in the album because the order of songs in an album is so so important