Yoooo intro post ???? ‼‼‼
Hey gamers, uhhh I'm Mewo/Albedo/Fruity and this is my general/mix of so much shit blog !!! My other one is strictly alterhuman based primarily, but I wanted one that my irl friends are permitted to be privy to lmao
Local dumbass reblogs smth to his headmate's blog instead of the collective blog and then loses the post when he goes to delete the reblog, many such cases
Sighs. I forgot how upsetting thought processes abt people are during episodes no wonder I felt like shit lmao
Trauma so bad my brain wants to gaslight me into blowing up at everyone ever and ruining my friendships
I genuinely love the people I have supporting me and spending time with me, and I'm glad to have finally gotten to a place where feeling like this isn't my everyday, but it still sucks to think shit like this about people you love. It really genuinely makes me think they're "lesser" than me, or that they're "going to leave anyway, so I should do it first to one-up them," and it's not true at all. We've had our ups and downs, every single relationship, platonic, romantic, familial, does, but I hate that my brain turns those rough times into leverage and something to leave them over
At this point we're able to cope just fine with it and recognize that these thoughts aren't helpful or productive, but they're still distressing, and it sucks ig idk
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Oh wait our dumbass is in a BPD episode rn that explains so much
Wow it's soooo hard to tell when we're in a BPD episode haha right guys <- guy who starts thinking the most vile shit abt his friends and getting angry at them over. Literally nothing in hopes it'll hurt less when they leave
Oh wait our dumbass is in a BPD episode rn that explains so much
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I have A Lot Of Feelings on the way that so many mental health spaces hold trauma and traumatic events on a pedastole and "compete" with people to see who has the worst trauma and therefore who is "the most qualified to talk about xyz disorder"
I feel as though perhaps you should Not be claiming you have the worst trauma compared to anyone else so that way you can discredit their lived experiences, but hey what do I know, I'm just a guy who doesn't think that the "severity" of what traumatized you defines who you are or how your disorder(s) will manifest because THAT'S NOT HOW THE BRAIN WORKS
Also there are so many different ways to be an "expert" in your own experiences. I wanna know what helps people recover. I wanna know what helps people accept the "bad" things they've done as a result of their disorders. I want people to stop conflating victimhood and innocence. I want people to challenge narratives about how symptoms manifest, about what defines the experience of having a disorder, about what recovery looks like and what health looks like. I want to see people who are like me living well, because I want to know that that's possible. Just because a diagnosis is in part defined by clinical distress doesn't mean that we as people have to be defined by suffering, and I want to hear more from people whose experience of their disorders goes beyond pain or the idea that recovery = becoming "normal".
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I have A Lot Of Feelings on the way that so many mental health spaces hold trauma and traumatic events on a pedastole and "compete" with people to see who has the worst trauma and therefore who is "the most qualified to talk about xyz disorder"
I feel as though perhaps you should Not be claiming you have the worst trauma compared to anyone else so that way you can discredit their lived experiences, but hey what do I know, I'm just a guy who doesn't think that the "severity" of what traumatized you defines who you are or how your disorder(s) will manifest because THAT'S NOT HOW THE BRAIN WORKS
This phenomenon also feels violently abelist to me, but I digress
I have A Lot Of Feelings on the way that so many mental health spaces hold trauma and traumatic events on a pedastole and "compete" with people to see who has the worst trauma and therefore who is "the most qualified to talk about xyz disorder"
I feel as though perhaps you should Not be claiming you have the worst trauma compared to anyone else so that way you can discredit their lived experiences, but hey what do I know, I'm just a guy who doesn't think that the "severity" of what traumatized you defines who you are or how your disorder(s) will manifest because THAT'S NOT HOW THE BRAIN WORKS
Love having a collective interest within the sys, everyone fucking loves Sanrio (minus maybe Divine but it doesn't... rlly like ANYTHING /hj), so we all go fucking insane every time we get Sanrio stuff
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idk who needs to hear this but fakeclaiming culture and being violent towards “fakers” is really harmful to people who are questioning whether they have DID/OSDD
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cutie patootie
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just realized i dont have a big fluffy tail. why is that
I actually. Don't know if Divine has any "friend-like" connections. I don't think it has any sort of familial connection to anyone, either
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I think that I subluxed one of my toes one time
Just a fun fact for my Tumblr audience
Just thought you'd wanna know /silly
I think that I subluxed one of my toes one time
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I love when soulmates arent romantic related
Soulmates but they're just really good friends
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its so awesome being a selfshipper and having selfshipper friends