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Formerly @heart-of-a-rebel16. Blog still under construction
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miiilowo

a lot of folks on this website will specifically describe people as Cis or Neurotypical to signal someone is boring/basic when I think the word they're truly looking for in their heart is "normie" but they won't say it because it makes them sound like a 4chan user

the most neurotypical friend i have is arguably the strangest and most eccentric. the cissest straightest dudes i know text like they're scene kids. the word you're looking for is normie. just call people boring if you're gonna be pretentious anyway i dunnooo. scratching my head

This is why I hate that people have started looping eccentricity in with Autism. Not all Autistic people are eccentric and not all Neurotypicals are boring (which boring is objective in itself).

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inkskinned

executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

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"How can you be so obsessed about-" personally I love disgustingly brutal fictional characters, who, with their actions, fun fact, absolutely don't affect real life - because they're not real! Hope that helps

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joeyclaire

i’m this person

hey. op here. i previously made fun of rpfers in the comments. i just wanted to apologize. i recently got into hockey rpf and now i’m a lesbian who she/hers a real life man, too. definitely wouldn’t appreciate it if someone made fun of me.

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2023austingp

Character development love to see it

are you saying getting into rpf is an improvement

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