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nondelphic

how to spot a writer:

  • unhinged google search history
  • crying over fake people
  • owns 200 notebooks (they're all empty)
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you know youā€™re a writer whenā€¦

  • you spend 30 minutes choosing the perfect synonym for ā€œsaidā€ only to change it back to ā€œsaid.ā€
  • you google ā€œhow long does it take to bleed outā€ at 3 a.m. and now the FBI is probably watching you.
  • you write one sentence, stare at it, rewrite it 14 times, and somehow end up back at the original version.
  • ā€œthis scene is so importantā€ but you have no idea what the scene actually is or why itā€™s important.
  • you come up with the best story ideasā€¦ in the showerā€¦ with no way to write them down.
  • your characters feel like real people but also youā€™re like ā€œwho are these guys and what do they want from me?ā€
  • your brain says ā€œstart writing!ā€ but instead you reorganize your desk, reread your notes, and spend two hours naming a side character who shows up once.
  • youā€™ve cried over your WIP exactly 67 times and will do it again because the pain is the point.
  • you reread something you wrote and think, ā€œwow, did i peak as a writer three months ago?ā€
  • every writing session begins with the sacred ritual of scrolling social media, opening unnecessary tabs, and procrastinating until panic sets in.
  • you have no idea how long a chapter should be, so you justā€¦ vibe.
  • you canā€™t watch tv or movies without mentally critiquing the plot, dialogue, and pacing.
  • your writing playlist is 98% vibes, 2% songs youā€™ll actually listen to while writing.
  • you keep a ā€œmurder notebookā€ but swear itā€™s not suspicious because itā€™s for your novel (probably).
  • the phrase ā€œjust one more draftā€ is your eternal mantra, even though youā€™ve rewritten this thing more times than you can count.
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ā€œwhy didnā€™t shoko and satoru do more for suguru?ā€ satoru died that day.

ā€œsuguru was suffering from ptsd!ā€ satoru died and also had ptsd. unfortunately his ptsd presented in a way that benefitted jujutsu society and allowed him to be exploited more easily by the adults around him.

ā€œsuguru was suffering why didnā€™t they show more care!ā€ he didnā€™t let them. he brushed off their concern and probably would have bitten their heads off.

ā€œshoko is a doctor!ā€ she was actually 17 years old practicing without a licence because GUESS WHAT! she too was exploited for her technique!

ā€œhow did nobody check on suguru after his friends died?ā€ satoru carried rikoā€™s dead body. haibara was friends with satoru and shoko too. shoko did his autopsy and handled his dead body. nanami quit jujutsu completely. they were all heartbroken and miserable and stretched beyond their limits. why didnā€™t he check on satoru (who probably saw haibaraā€™s other half somewhere and cleaned up the mess from where he died) and shoko who actually handled his dead body?

ā€œsuguru was depressed and traumatised!ā€ so is like, every other jujutsu sorcerer. so were all his friends. how many of them turned to mass murder? yeahā€¦ exactly.

suguru needed medical intervention from PROFESSIONALS and needed to see a psychiatrist and ACTUAL SUPPORT from adults. thereā€™s only so much the other exploited children could have done for him because i donā€™t knowā€¦ they too, were busy being exploited. by the adults. satoru is the adult in place for his students so none of them get as bad as suguru. they have the love and support to keep going. suguru had no support and wouldnā€™t accept the little he could get from his friends. how can you reach your hand out and help someone who slaps it away? and why is there more blame on the EXPLOITED CHILDREN who were given NO SUPPORT after multiple severely traumatic incidents that happened closely to each other and notā€¦ the adults who let it happen? so what if they were strong, theyā€™re just kids. theyā€™re kids. it shouldnā€™t have been up to them, they should have been protected. but itā€™s always satoru and shokoā€™s fault that suguru decided to become a racist genocidal cult leader to treat his mental illness (never mind the fact that theyā€™re both mentally ill themselves) and never the system that allowed him to become that way. itā€™s also never his own fault for deciding to kill all those people and then stick with that plan years later.

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