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@cjlouwho

CJ, 31, she/her, sometimes I write stuff.
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This got a little long winded, so it gets its own post. The story you are about to read is based off of this poll. These are your choices.

Tommy was pretty sure he'd never felt a headache like this before. He wasn't prone to migraines, but he'd seen his mother suffer with them and this... well, this might be worse.

He squeezed his eyes shut, groaning as a wave of nausea fell over him.

It wasn't just his head that hurt. It was his whole body.

Damn, he hadn't been this sick in... well, ever.

His body shook with chills. There was a heaviness in his chest that had him turning his head to the side and choking out a hard cough.

Once he finally settled, that heaviness still there, he slowly let out a raspy breath.

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Attention Artists!!

I'd love to have some drawings or art of some kind to post when we reach our $1180 goal (I lack any and all art skills). Unfortunately, I would not be able to pay, but if you would be willing to make a quick sketch I would so greatly appreciate it! I don't even care if it's stick figures, just something to give to this incredible community!

This is an alert for writers and gif makers too! If you'd like to write something (please keep it positive and do not write about the characters being involved with the fires), feel free! I'd also love to reblog some gifs that celebrate our accomplishments.

Anyone can get involved. This is the simplest way I think it would work: I want you to receive all the credit you are so deserved, so you would be posting the art/fic/gifs and simply tagging me in it. I will reblog it from there. You can also tag #btpositivityproject

I would let everyone know when we reach the $1180 goal and you could all start posting then. THANK YOU!!

donation link here (for California Fire Foundation)

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Fundraiser Launched

Hello Bucktommy fans! I know there was very recently a fundraiser done over the holiday season. Times are tough, and I understand if it seems too soon to have yet another fundraiser. However, I felt it important to give an easy way to donate to the California Fire Foundation. This is a fundraiser through GoFundMe. Funds will go directly to the foundation.

I set the goal at $1180.

*bucktommypositivityproject is a fan project and is in no way affiliated with 9-1-1 or ABC.*

Information about the California Fire Foundation is under the cut:

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when you get an idea for a fic but you know you’re going to have to really take your time with it in order to properly capture all the little details and plot points and themes you want to convey, but also you’re an impatient bitch who wants to write out and read that fun story in your head right fuckin’ now

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Anonymous asked:

Nothing in my brain but Tommy in captivity, not only going through the horrible physical trauma, but also the mental of thinking no one is ever gonna rescue him 😭

He never has a moment of thinking someone is coming 😭

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Tommy gets wrongfully accused of killing his father and is sent to prison. At first, everyone is on his side but eventually the evidence kinda piles up and Buck is the only one still convinced it wasn’t him.

The guilty verdict comes back in less than four hours and he’s led away. Buck can only come visit on the weekend because it’s a three hour drive but he adjusts his schedule to make sure he can go every single weekend.

He spends all his free time working on the case. Long after it’s been considered closed, he goes over it with a fine tooth comb looking for anything he can find. He gets little bits and pieces here and there but it’s not enough and he needs help.

This continues for 3 years. Three years of visits where Tommy slowly becomes more withdrawn. Buck says they should get married. They can have conjugal visits and also have more privacy to discuss the case. That’s when Tommy tells him to stop. Stop working the case and please let it go. Buck agrees- for him- but doesn’t stop.

Another two years of visits goes by. Sometimes Tommy comes out, sometimes he doesn’t. Until he asks Buck to stop coming altogether. Please move on and let him go and go live his life.

Buck still comes. Tommy denies every single visit but Buck doesn’t stop.

So Buck quits his job. He moves closer to Tommy. He finds a detective who- finally- agrees that Tommy is innocent. They just have to get definitive proof. This detective (we’ll call him Roy) and his wife ends up letting Buck move in with them after a year, so he doesn’t spend his life savings on his rental. Buck does side jobs, like doordash, to pay them rent for the room. They spend all their time working the case.

Four more years go by before they get the break they need. Tommy had just left from a terrible visit with his dad and was thought to be the last to see him alive. Except one of his dad’s “friends” who he owed money stopped by for a visit afterward. Because Kinard didn’t have the money, in a fit of rage, the man killed him. He knew Tommy had been there and used that to his advantage.

His mistake was becoming an old drunk who couldn’t keep his mouth shut when Buck wore a wire and talked to him one night.

Six months later, when Tommy is officially released, Buck is standing there, waiting for him outside the doors. Roy and his wife are there too, standing back and watching them reconnect.

Tommy stops dead in his tracks at first. Stares at Buck with an unreadable expression. And then practically falls into his arms. They’re both crying, can’t stop, while Tommy just repeats, “Evan, Evan, Evan,” over and over again.

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10 People I'd Like to get to Know Better

tagged by @lavenderleahy 💜

Last Song: Always Remember Us This Way by Lady Gaga

Fave Color: Dark Green

Last Book: uh oh (I don't really read books)

Last Movie: uh oh (I rarely ever watch movies and have no memory of the last one I saw)

Last TV Show: Dateline with my mom 😂

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: savory

Relationship Status: single

Last Thing I Googled: how much weight could you lose if you barely ate for over two months (it's for my fic 😬)

Looking Forward To: breakfast is always fun

Current Obsession: Lou (where are you 😭)

tagging makes me anxious. if you see this, you're one of the ten 😉

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rules: you will be given a word. then you share one sentence/excerpt from your wip(s) that starts with each letter of your word!

tagged by @v88sy. Using my kidnapped!tommy fic again 😂 The word is SPUMONI

S: “Seventy-six,” he choked out. “It's been seventy-six days.”

P: Punched Tommy so hard it knocked him out for a while.

U: (Yo)u could hear a pin drop in the waiting room as the team waited to hear about Tommy. The ride to the hospital had Tommy going in and out of consciousness the whole time. Each time he woke he'd ask for Evan, who was always right beside him, holding his hand.

M: Maddie arrived at the hospital after dropping Jee off with Karen. She sat beside Buck, placed a hand on his arm, but didn't try to say anything.

O: “Oh...” Buck took a second to think things over. “Well, maybe that means he's somewhere out of range. Maybe he didn't get my messages, ya know? Maybe h- he'll hear them when he get's back."

N “No, not like... I wasn't trying to be weird, or whatever. I just- I saw something and it reminded me of him, and I- he told me that he hadn't had a real Christmas since he was really young. I was... I was gonna drop it off at his door once i- it was closer to Christmas.”

I “I have friends at Harbor, Buck. They told me. Apparently the guy never takes a vacation day, so he took them all. Plus some.”

once again, not tagging anyone, but if you see this and wanna do it, go for it. Your word is: TOMMY

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I know in reality a doctor would probably not disclose all a patient's information to everyone waiting, but for the sake of my fic and my desire to not have to rehash everything over and over, that's exactly what this doctor is going to do. so when you get to that part in the fic you're going to nod your head and say "yes, that's exactly how this goes"

thank you!

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How are the chances to get anything Rocker/Deacon out of you today?

No pressure or anything 👀

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Gotta be honest, love, I'm feeling a little pressure... but I like it 😉

"I don't think we should keep doing this."

"Seems a little late now, don't ya think?"

"I'm serious, Rocker, I- I've got a wife. I've got kids. I- I gotta think about them."

"I- ohshityeah, right there, Baby." Rocker pushed himself up on his elbows, arching his back as Deacon slipped further inside him. "I- get that, I do, I just- I don't think right this second is when you should be making this decision."

Deacon groaned as he bottomed out, leaning over Rocker and pressing an open-mouthed kiss to his back. "I go... I go by the church most days," he panted, "ask for forgiveness, say I won't do it again. Next day, I'm here again."

"That all I am to you?" Rocker asked bitterly. "Some dirty sin you gotta confess to the preacher?"

"Priest, actually."

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Anonymous asked:

can we selfishly ask for another kidnapped tommy snippet 🩶

part of chapter three, including some of the reason Eddie will live to regret everything:

“Buck,” Eddie whined. “You can't keep doing this, Man. It's not healthy. It's like you're obsessed with the guy or something.”

“It's not an obsession, Eddie,” Buck replied defensively. “I can't help it if I want some answers. First the bubbles, then nothing, then I leave those stupid messages! No one from his work has heard from him since he took a leave of absence, he won't respond to me, he-”

“Okay, okay,” Eddie stopped him. “The point is, I talked to him, and he's fine, but he wants to be left alone.”

Buck felt his heart sink. “He said that?”

“Yeah, he did. He cared about you, Buck, but he wants you to move on.”

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cjlouwho

Tommy gets wrongfully accused of killing his father and is sent to prison. At first, everyone is on his side but eventually the evidence kinda piles up and Buck is the only one still convinced it wasn’t him.

The guilty verdict comes back in less than four hours and he’s led away. Buck can only come visit on the weekend because it’s a three hour drive but he adjusts his schedule to make sure he can go every single weekend.

He spends all his free time working on the case. Long after it’s been considered closed, he goes over it with a fine tooth comb looking for anything he can find. He gets little bits and pieces here and there but it’s not enough and he needs help.

This continues for 3 years. Three years of visits where Tommy slowly becomes more withdrawn. Buck says they should get married. They can have conjugal visits and also have more privacy to discuss the case. That’s when Tommy tells him to stop. Stop working the case and please let it go. Buck agrees- for him- but doesn’t stop.

Another two years of visits goes by. Sometimes Tommy comes out, sometimes he doesn’t. Until he asks Buck to stop coming altogether. Please move on and let him go and go live his life.

Buck still comes. Tommy denies every single visit but Buck doesn’t stop.

So Buck quits his job. He moves closer to Tommy. He finds a detective who- finally- agrees that Tommy is innocent. They just have to get definitive proof. This detective (we’ll call him Roy) and his wife ends up letting Buck move in with them after a year, so he doesn’t spend his life savings on his rental. Buck does side jobs, like doordash, to pay them rent for the room. They spend all their time working the case.

Four more years go by before they get the break they need. Tommy had just left from a terrible visit with his dad and was thought to be the last to see him alive. Except one of his dad’s “friends” who he owed money stopped by for a visit afterward. Because Kinard didn’t have the money, in a fit of rage, the man killed him. He knew Tommy had been there and used that to his advantage.

His mistake was becoming an old drunk who couldn’t keep his mouth shut when Buck wore a wire and talked to him one night.

Six months later, when Tommy is officially released, Buck is standing there, waiting for him outside the doors. Roy and his wife are there too, standing back and watching them reconnect.

Tommy stops dead in his tracks at first. Stares at Buck with an unreadable expression. And then practically falls into his arms. They’re both crying, can’t stop, while Tommy just repeats, “Evan, Evan, Evan,” over and over again.

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Anonymous asked:

Everytime someone tries to tell me Ryan is the best actor since sliced bread, I remember Eddie’s panic attacks where he just looks constipated all throughout.

He has his strengths and moments (the scene during the tsunami episodes where Buck tells Eddie he lost Chris has some really good face acting imo) but for the most part…yeah.

Ryan watched that one Friends episode and took it too seriously

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