Onset: the beginning of something, especially something unpleasant...

Very special piece by  Dislodgic aka Aldermoth for my next music project...

They been with me on my musical journey for a long while and I can't thank them enough for the visual images they have given and supplied me with over the years...

This image in particular is very symbolic of the EP this is attached too...

I have been working on the track attached to it for about two or more years...

Its kinda sad to think about it and the foreshadowing of events to come...

When making the track, I had this distinct image ingrained in my head of being in the deep northern woods staring up at the sky within my point of view with the sunset overhead, and for years is what I have envisioned a visual of the track to be...

A lot of things can happen over time, heartbreaking and hard things...

Denying it would only make it worse, and blaming it even more sour...

Time is a cruel thing...

And all I can try to do is to keep improving on what I know what I can do...

Cruel is only scratching the surface, stomach wrenching is what it feels all the time...

I don't think im the best, not even close, far from it, improved, sure, but I am no where close...

There are others that deserve that title, all I am is unknown to most...

My quick observation is that things are always radically changing, and I can see it evolve over time...

What I started with isn't the same with what I ended with...

Crumbling before my eyes day by day, night by night more fractured than the time before...

Was it this or was that or was it always like that and I just didn't pay attention...

I did what I could but it never was enough, I wasn't enough, drained of my essence...

It was killing me, slowly, these thoughts in my head and this strain on my emotions...

You never really know until its too late, despite all the major warnings, red flags, and the obvious that people tend to point out...

I was aware, but tried my best to push through and support all I could...

But in self realization from the breaking point, it was too much...

I didn't want too leave, but I had too leave, and everything in my body was just screaming at me...

I hope over time, one can heal enough to do better despite the burdens and the hardships...

I try to think of the happy moments, even though my body will hesitate and zone out before wanting to cry...

I hope that my music, in some way or form, conveys an emotion...

Though it may be through odd methods like a club dance track...

But that is what majorly influenced me in my upbringing...

A word of wisdom from a broken soul...

Expect the unexpected, but also un-expect what is to be expected...

As much as I can say...

Until then...