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Meet Sonne, the shine of a black sun.
Title: Sonne.
Introducing my new (or not that new) OC Sonne (Sun). He can also be called Schwarze Sonne (Black sun).
His name was originated from my first username in the furry fandom, name which also a reference to the group Rammstein"s song and has a special meaning for me.
In the past, he was given many other names by Gilgash, such as; “It” “Void” or Gmork (name of the great wolf who follows the commands of the “Emptiness” in the novel “The Neverending Story”)
Age: real age is unknown, 22 years old (since he was shaped in the subconscious mind)
Height: his body adapts to shift into twice the size of anyone who sees him or interacts with him.
Weight: Infinite or 0 (based in quantum vacuum)
Favorite phrase: You are weak, Gilgash, you still don"t understand what hate is.
Skills: Same as Gilgash. However, he can"t use the corvid"s cranium abilities as they are sealed inside his collar. Sonne can open Tannhäuser"s door, however, he is unable to cross it.
Invocation: When Gilgash calls him (and he feels like coming). When Gilgash has been harmed but not destroyed, he can show up as well. When a woman turns Gilgash on in a very exaggerated way.
About him: He has always been in every drawing where Gilgash is. The substance that recovers him is Sonne, as Gilgash is a white cat whose arms, legs and eyes have been removed.
Meaning and appearance: He uses the color code consisting in red and black shades, which in nature sometimes means extreme pain or death.
When it comes to a relaxed stance, his tail adopts the symbol of infinity being rotated 90º. (A lonely and inverted Auryn)
The symbol of Ouroboros or Auryn cannot be inversed by rotating it 180º as it would end up looking the same.
This symbol which represents infinity also represents the void.
As the physician Nassim Haramein points in his theories (and many cultures do so as well) the void is defined as “everything”.
“Matter does not defines the void, the void defines the matter”
Backed up by scientific physic studies, the mass of the void gives as result an infinite value.
This gives Sonne the ability of weighting as the infinitum or nothing at all. To show himself in any material and shape. Thats why Gilgash’s body can display his black body as an armour, latex or other materials.
The seven ribs symbolize the seven deadly sins. Seven sins which every man has to face and conquer to be able to own himself. When Sonne retires from Gilgash’ body, his ribs are exposed.
The eyes manifest themselves randomly, their number is not defined and their pupils are random as well. However, Sukaku’s eye manifests as a crowned star with four tips. This is a reference to the first, lost love of Gilgash and the first apparition of Sonne inside his subconscious side. Sonne has appeared in three dreams in total.
Sonne’s first apparition.
First dream.
This dream happened the same night that Gilgash lost his first love who was a girl who, just like him, felt as if she was lonely in the world. However, when they were together, such feelings of loneliness decreased.
However, Gilgash and his impulse to self destruction ruined everything.
That same night, once their relationship was over, Gilgash had a dream.
There they were, both of them, sitting over large terraces of concrete. Gray shades covered everything, coloring the scene like mist.
Both talked, sad over not being able to be together anymore so Gilgash decided to leave.
However, the dream continued, Gilgash would receive a letter from her. The ochre letter, written like a partiture with musical notes. That letter said to meet in a park. However, no one came in, the mist got thicker.
It was then when the dream changed.
In such dream, Gilgash saw himself inside of a ruined house. Ochre shades marked the scene. Seeing himself sitting over some debris, Gilgash perceived that he was being seen by another creature’s eyes. Something was stalking him from the stairs that had railings.
Through the railings, that creature watched him, and he saw himself being reflected in him as well.
He saw that he wasn’t wrong, that being grabbed the railings and through his eyes, he saw his hands.
Pure black, sharp nails.
Gilgash knew that the creature would chase after him, and that was terrifying.
However, he didn’t care anymore, he was alone in this world again.
The creature started running towards him, like a four legged beast, the beast headed downstairs, pouncing over Gilgash.
Those claws, closing over him, that was all that Gilgash could see, almost reaching for him.
He woke up, wondering, “what was that?”
Sonne’s second apparition.
Second dream.
There was something wrong with such love, there was something happening.
In this dream, Gilgash simply danced with a feminine figure. That woman was wearing an elegant night dress, covering her entire body with silk and stockings, including her hands and face.
Both were dancing in complete darkness, as she was the only one existing at that very moment, she was one with the dark.
Slow dancing, sensually, she positioned herself behind Gilgash, her silken hands covering his eyes.
“You can’t see the truth anymore” Gilgash thought.
Another pair of silken hands reached to cover his mouth.
“I can’t tell you anymore what I feel”
The last pair of hands covered his nose.
“I cannot breathe, are you going to kill me?”
Gilgash woke up and the first thing he remembered was that thing that he dreamt years ago.
“Are you warning me?”
It was just like that, way later, Gilgash would find out that his love was betraying him.
Sonne’s third apparition.
Third dream.
Sitting on a luxurious gothic sofa made of ebony wood and upholstered with red velvet, Gilgash observed the ring of a dark circus which shares the gothic aesthetics of his throne.
In the furthest part of the ring, some men with white dreadlocks and painted skin, dry and cracking down when they play the drums violently. They look dark and tribal.
Up the wall, on top of such, they announced some beautiful femme trapecists, wearing gothic stockings and wasteful decorations. They danced with each other, swinging playfully.
Even if Gilgash was there, surrounded by lovely women who stroked his skin gently, calling for his attention, he could only think about his girlfriend. Such a spectacle would delight her.
He didn’t think twice, heading outside the tent, passing through the multitude. When he finally got out, he saw that he had arrived on the streets of a small city, illuminated by streetlights.
He asked around to the ones who wanted to come in.
“Have you seen Ereshkigal?”
No one knew anything.
Gilgash had to keep looking and, when he arrived at the end of the street, he could see something out of place. Two little children, siblings. The older one wore a light gray swearshirt, his hood covering his head. His face couldn’t be seen at all. The youngest of the two, his sister, was a little lass with blue eyes, curly blond hair and a typical raincoat.
Gilgash saw that the duo was trying to jump over an old, brick wall, trying to reach for the highest part of it.
Were they trying to escape?
In one of her futile efforts to reach the top of the wall, she slipped, falling down in quite an abrupt way, falling on her head and bending her neck in a strange way.
As Gilgash flinched, his heart pounded harder, shaking in fear. What if her neck was broken? Heading towards her where she laid, her brother was nowhere to be seen. Around the young girl, a small pool of urine could be seen.
“Oh, this ain’t good”
Gilgash screamed with all his strength , calling for help, for someone to call an ambulance. However, lured by the circus, those folks who wanted to enter that gothic place ignored him. As if a siren called for them, they responded to the circus’ call.
Before the purest anger emerged from him, the little girl got up alone and ran away. Gilgash, fearful of that lass’ well-being, followed her until he arrived at a mountain road, turning right.
The road drove him towards the city outskirts, where the forest and night had consumed everything. A weeping willow, grown next to the road, reminded him of the ones that grew back at his school, where he imagined that, under their branches, he could enter into an imaginary world.
There was no time, the little girl was running away, she needed help and dove into the branches of the weeping willow that touched the ground. Step by step, she could only find the deepest, absolute darkness that her mind could never comprehend. She couldn’t see, she seeked for it.
All of sudden, Gilgash felt that something inside that darkness reached for him,grabbing him and lifting him up easily. Confused by whatever that was going on, he suddenly understood.
Potent jaws sinking into his flesh, right in the right part of his abdomen, pulling and tearing, his guts spilling, his head and body feeling lighter in such deep darkness. The soft sound of those organs spilling over the dark floor.
Still, he couldn’t see anything.
“Oh, it is you again, you finally got me”
Inner monologue, the end
Sonne: Look at yourself, Gilgash, I know that you can see through my eyes. Broken, thrown onto the floor, legless… you don’t know anymore where to go. You have sacrificed your arms to see your Godess. (Sydney Losstarot reference). Burning your eyes not to see the truth anymore. Yet, your heart is even worse than all of that. Tell me, Gilgash, Do you already understand what hate means?
As tears, mixed with blood covered Gilgash’ eyes, he mumbled.
“Yes”
Sonne: We are the same, you and me, you denied me when you couldn’t understand that I am you and, just like you, I am tied to your laws. You always believed that you were a monster… yet now you have finally seen who the real monsters are, how they have left you behind. They have done what we would have never done to ourselves. They didn’t even blink.
Then…
Sonne extended his hand.
“Do you accept me? Do you accept yourself? Allow me to be hour arms, legs and eyes, to be the part of that heart that you have shattered and broken so many times.
That was when something that wasn’t Gilgash nor Sonne was born.
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXG.....hannel=Rokay45
—
Gilgash, being reconstructed by Sonne, both walk alone. They have nowhere to go, yet they still continue together.
Sonne: Hey! Where will we go? What will we do?
Gilgash: I need to rest for a bit, this world is too much.
Sonne: What about that drawing we saw? The one that made you feel good, those two characters hugging each other… how was it called? Furry? Furry Fandom!
Gilgash: Yes, I remember that.
Sonne: What about we go and check it out? We need to pick an animal tho… How about a big black wolf! Yeah!!
Gilgash: Nah, that’s not me, what about a cat?
Sonne: Yeah, of course! You are a fucking crying pussy after all and I love messing shit up! That fits us…
Sonne: A black cat
Gilgash: White
Sonne: We will always keep arguing!
Gilgash: Never.
Sonne: That"s my boy!! Hahahah!
Introducing my new (or not that new) OC Sonne (Sun). He can also be called Schwarze Sonne (Black sun).
His name was originated from my first username in the furry fandom, name which also a reference to the group Rammstein"s song and has a special meaning for me.
In the past, he was given many other names by Gilgash, such as; “It” “Void” or Gmork (name of the great wolf who follows the commands of the “Emptiness” in the novel “The Neverending Story”)
Age: real age is unknown, 22 years old (since he was shaped in the subconscious mind)
Height: his body adapts to shift into twice the size of anyone who sees him or interacts with him.
Weight: Infinite or 0 (based in quantum vacuum)
Favorite phrase: You are weak, Gilgash, you still don"t understand what hate is.
Skills: Same as Gilgash. However, he can"t use the corvid"s cranium abilities as they are sealed inside his collar. Sonne can open Tannhäuser"s door, however, he is unable to cross it.
Invocation: When Gilgash calls him (and he feels like coming). When Gilgash has been harmed but not destroyed, he can show up as well. When a woman turns Gilgash on in a very exaggerated way.
About him: He has always been in every drawing where Gilgash is. The substance that recovers him is Sonne, as Gilgash is a white cat whose arms, legs and eyes have been removed.
Meaning and appearance: He uses the color code consisting in red and black shades, which in nature sometimes means extreme pain or death.
When it comes to a relaxed stance, his tail adopts the symbol of infinity being rotated 90º. (A lonely and inverted Auryn)
The symbol of Ouroboros or Auryn cannot be inversed by rotating it 180º as it would end up looking the same.
This symbol which represents infinity also represents the void.
As the physician Nassim Haramein points in his theories (and many cultures do so as well) the void is defined as “everything”.
“Matter does not defines the void, the void defines the matter”
Backed up by scientific physic studies, the mass of the void gives as result an infinite value.
This gives Sonne the ability of weighting as the infinitum or nothing at all. To show himself in any material and shape. Thats why Gilgash’s body can display his black body as an armour, latex or other materials.
The seven ribs symbolize the seven deadly sins. Seven sins which every man has to face and conquer to be able to own himself. When Sonne retires from Gilgash’ body, his ribs are exposed.
The eyes manifest themselves randomly, their number is not defined and their pupils are random as well. However, Sukaku’s eye manifests as a crowned star with four tips. This is a reference to the first, lost love of Gilgash and the first apparition of Sonne inside his subconscious side. Sonne has appeared in three dreams in total.
Sonne’s first apparition.
First dream.
This dream happened the same night that Gilgash lost his first love who was a girl who, just like him, felt as if she was lonely in the world. However, when they were together, such feelings of loneliness decreased.
However, Gilgash and his impulse to self destruction ruined everything.
That same night, once their relationship was over, Gilgash had a dream.
There they were, both of them, sitting over large terraces of concrete. Gray shades covered everything, coloring the scene like mist.
Both talked, sad over not being able to be together anymore so Gilgash decided to leave.
However, the dream continued, Gilgash would receive a letter from her. The ochre letter, written like a partiture with musical notes. That letter said to meet in a park. However, no one came in, the mist got thicker.
It was then when the dream changed.
In such dream, Gilgash saw himself inside of a ruined house. Ochre shades marked the scene. Seeing himself sitting over some debris, Gilgash perceived that he was being seen by another creature’s eyes. Something was stalking him from the stairs that had railings.
Through the railings, that creature watched him, and he saw himself being reflected in him as well.
He saw that he wasn’t wrong, that being grabbed the railings and through his eyes, he saw his hands.
Pure black, sharp nails.
Gilgash knew that the creature would chase after him, and that was terrifying.
However, he didn’t care anymore, he was alone in this world again.
The creature started running towards him, like a four legged beast, the beast headed downstairs, pouncing over Gilgash.
Those claws, closing over him, that was all that Gilgash could see, almost reaching for him.
He woke up, wondering, “what was that?”
Sonne’s second apparition.
Second dream.
There was something wrong with such love, there was something happening.
In this dream, Gilgash simply danced with a feminine figure. That woman was wearing an elegant night dress, covering her entire body with silk and stockings, including her hands and face.
Both were dancing in complete darkness, as she was the only one existing at that very moment, she was one with the dark.
Slow dancing, sensually, she positioned herself behind Gilgash, her silken hands covering his eyes.
“You can’t see the truth anymore” Gilgash thought.
Another pair of silken hands reached to cover his mouth.
“I can’t tell you anymore what I feel”
The last pair of hands covered his nose.
“I cannot breathe, are you going to kill me?”
Gilgash woke up and the first thing he remembered was that thing that he dreamt years ago.
“Are you warning me?”
It was just like that, way later, Gilgash would find out that his love was betraying him.
Sonne’s third apparition.
Third dream.
Sitting on a luxurious gothic sofa made of ebony wood and upholstered with red velvet, Gilgash observed the ring of a dark circus which shares the gothic aesthetics of his throne.
In the furthest part of the ring, some men with white dreadlocks and painted skin, dry and cracking down when they play the drums violently. They look dark and tribal.
Up the wall, on top of such, they announced some beautiful femme trapecists, wearing gothic stockings and wasteful decorations. They danced with each other, swinging playfully.
Even if Gilgash was there, surrounded by lovely women who stroked his skin gently, calling for his attention, he could only think about his girlfriend. Such a spectacle would delight her.
He didn’t think twice, heading outside the tent, passing through the multitude. When he finally got out, he saw that he had arrived on the streets of a small city, illuminated by streetlights.
He asked around to the ones who wanted to come in.
“Have you seen Ereshkigal?”
No one knew anything.
Gilgash had to keep looking and, when he arrived at the end of the street, he could see something out of place. Two little children, siblings. The older one wore a light gray swearshirt, his hood covering his head. His face couldn’t be seen at all. The youngest of the two, his sister, was a little lass with blue eyes, curly blond hair and a typical raincoat.
Gilgash saw that the duo was trying to jump over an old, brick wall, trying to reach for the highest part of it.
Were they trying to escape?
In one of her futile efforts to reach the top of the wall, she slipped, falling down in quite an abrupt way, falling on her head and bending her neck in a strange way.
As Gilgash flinched, his heart pounded harder, shaking in fear. What if her neck was broken? Heading towards her where she laid, her brother was nowhere to be seen. Around the young girl, a small pool of urine could be seen.
“Oh, this ain’t good”
Gilgash screamed with all his strength , calling for help, for someone to call an ambulance. However, lured by the circus, those folks who wanted to enter that gothic place ignored him. As if a siren called for them, they responded to the circus’ call.
Before the purest anger emerged from him, the little girl got up alone and ran away. Gilgash, fearful of that lass’ well-being, followed her until he arrived at a mountain road, turning right.
The road drove him towards the city outskirts, where the forest and night had consumed everything. A weeping willow, grown next to the road, reminded him of the ones that grew back at his school, where he imagined that, under their branches, he could enter into an imaginary world.
There was no time, the little girl was running away, she needed help and dove into the branches of the weeping willow that touched the ground. Step by step, she could only find the deepest, absolute darkness that her mind could never comprehend. She couldn’t see, she seeked for it.
All of sudden, Gilgash felt that something inside that darkness reached for him,grabbing him and lifting him up easily. Confused by whatever that was going on, he suddenly understood.
Potent jaws sinking into his flesh, right in the right part of his abdomen, pulling and tearing, his guts spilling, his head and body feeling lighter in such deep darkness. The soft sound of those organs spilling over the dark floor.
Still, he couldn’t see anything.
“Oh, it is you again, you finally got me”
Inner monologue, the end
Sonne: Look at yourself, Gilgash, I know that you can see through my eyes. Broken, thrown onto the floor, legless… you don’t know anymore where to go. You have sacrificed your arms to see your Godess. (Sydney Losstarot reference). Burning your eyes not to see the truth anymore. Yet, your heart is even worse than all of that. Tell me, Gilgash, Do you already understand what hate means?
As tears, mixed with blood covered Gilgash’ eyes, he mumbled.
“Yes”
Sonne: We are the same, you and me, you denied me when you couldn’t understand that I am you and, just like you, I am tied to your laws. You always believed that you were a monster… yet now you have finally seen who the real monsters are, how they have left you behind. They have done what we would have never done to ourselves. They didn’t even blink.
Then…
Sonne extended his hand.
“Do you accept me? Do you accept yourself? Allow me to be hour arms, legs and eyes, to be the part of that heart that you have shattered and broken so many times.
That was when something that wasn’t Gilgash nor Sonne was born.
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXG.....hannel=Rokay45
—
Gilgash, being reconstructed by Sonne, both walk alone. They have nowhere to go, yet they still continue together.
Sonne: Hey! Where will we go? What will we do?
Gilgash: I need to rest for a bit, this world is too much.
Sonne: What about that drawing we saw? The one that made you feel good, those two characters hugging each other… how was it called? Furry? Furry Fandom!
Gilgash: Yes, I remember that.
Sonne: What about we go and check it out? We need to pick an animal tho… How about a big black wolf! Yeah!!
Gilgash: Nah, that’s not me, what about a cat?
Sonne: Yeah, of course! You are a fucking crying pussy after all and I love messing shit up! That fits us…
Sonne: A black cat
Gilgash: White
Sonne: We will always keep arguing!
Gilgash: Never.
Sonne: That"s my boy!! Hahahah!
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