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That foxy truly needs all the tender understanding hugs that are out there.
I truly hope you can find a safe-space for you.
I truly hope you can find a safe-space for you.
I'm here, whenever, however, I will be here for you, I'm so sorry, Dusty. Truly, I am sorry.
Not to sound... uhm.... minimalizing or anything... and maybe its because i'm outside-looking-in, but aren't some of those 'digs' at the way you are, just sour grapes and more reflective of THEM than you?
I mean.. "You're wierd/You're nothing but a punk" (yeah? And? Maybe I am wierd, maybe I like being a punk?)
"I'll k**l you if you lay a hand on my brother again/Tranny Fa**ot" Well I'm sor-ry if your brother was a piece of shit and felt that they needed to mess with me/So what? I'm trans, big deal! You don't like me? Well you can frick right off and don't interact with me. Nobody's forcing you to.
I guess to me... stuff like that i've kinda-ish heard versions and variations on a theme coming from /them/ (them=anti-lgbt/atheist/science/globe earth) and i've gotten numb/hardened to their insults... And have basically devolved/evolved into telling them to screw off/STFU after i've given the option of being conversed with.
I think the world needs to be a bit less 'accommodating' in some ways, and more.. "F**k you" when it comes to these people that just like crapping on each other just for the sake of crapping.
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I mean.. "You're wierd/You're nothing but a punk" (yeah? And? Maybe I am wierd, maybe I like being a punk?)
"I'll k**l you if you lay a hand on my brother again/Tranny Fa**ot" Well I'm sor-ry if your brother was a piece of shit and felt that they needed to mess with me/So what? I'm trans, big deal! You don't like me? Well you can frick right off and don't interact with me. Nobody's forcing you to.
I guess to me... stuff like that i've kinda-ish heard versions and variations on a theme coming from /them/ (them=anti-lgbt/atheist/science/globe earth) and i've gotten numb/hardened to their insults... And have basically devolved/evolved into telling them to screw off/STFU after i've given the option of being conversed with.
I think the world needs to be a bit less 'accommodating' in some ways, and more.. "F**k you" when it comes to these people that just like crapping on each other just for the sake of crapping.
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Big issue is it's trauma my parents levied at me. A lot of this will come up in various ways but as the example I always use.
My father was being me once, when one of my alters punched him away. First time we had hit him.
This led to my uncle, saying that he would kill me if I ever did that again. All while my father was goading me into doing it again so he could end me. With lots of threats of knocking me out and the such.
You have to keep in mind a lot of these are things from when I was a child or teenager.
My father was being me once, when one of my alters punched him away. First time we had hit him.
This led to my uncle, saying that he would kill me if I ever did that again. All while my father was goading me into doing it again so he could end me. With lots of threats of knocking me out and the such.
You have to keep in mind a lot of these are things from when I was a child or teenager.
You always can tell the ones who's bark is worse than their bite... Sperm-donor didn't like getting clapped back, and the uncle didn't like you /daring/ to stand up for yourself. Talk about your chicken-shit/scum of the earth...
Kinda reminds me (verbally) of me being around a.. turkey cleaning? (as in processing the turkeys for meat) And me, not liking the fact that they were harassing me with the innards of the turkeys, caused me to berate/yell back at them or something... And then them going and bitching to my mom about /me/ not behaving properly. Mom defended me however, saying that *I* was the one acting more mature in telling them off than THEY were..
Kinda reminds me (verbally) of me being around a.. turkey cleaning? (as in processing the turkeys for meat) And me, not liking the fact that they were harassing me with the innards of the turkeys, caused me to berate/yell back at them or something... And then them going and bitching to my mom about /me/ not behaving properly. Mom defended me however, saying that *I* was the one acting more mature in telling them off than THEY were..
On the contrary, my father almost killed me quite a few times. He was almost all bite, would have preferred all bark.
An my uncle was a baseball coach. So he was pretty use to beating kids.
An my uncle was a baseball coach. So he was pretty use to beating kids.
Most of the Experiences I had involved people outside my Family, but the Mental Torment and knowing what people were likely saying behind my Back is something I can understand all too well.
For your own Close Relatives to be the ones directing this abuse against you is something I would've likely chosen to Die Fighting over rather than Enduring - my Parents and Sibling were the only ones I remember having any kind of Empathy for what I had been going through, and I probably wouldn't be here without them...
On the flipside, I and my Family's experiences with Medical Practitioners - especially Psychologists/Psychiatrists - have been nothing but Horrible, to the point that I could Never put my Trust into one ever again. I'm thankful that your Experience has been completely different to Mine, and that you're getting the necessary Help I likely never will...
For your own Close Relatives to be the ones directing this abuse against you is something I would've likely chosen to Die Fighting over rather than Enduring - my Parents and Sibling were the only ones I remember having any kind of Empathy for what I had been going through, and I probably wouldn't be here without them...
On the flipside, I and my Family's experiences with Medical Practitioners - especially Psychologists/Psychiatrists - have been nothing but Horrible, to the point that I could Never put my Trust into one ever again. I'm thankful that your Experience has been completely different to Mine, and that you're getting the necessary Help I likely never will...
It took until I was an adult to realize video games was my safe space.
Everyone constantly struggled to get me to do _anything_ other than play video games. By coaxing, by force, didn't matter I would always go back to games.
One day I was asked why I like them so much.
My response? "Because Sonic doesn't judge me." Didn't realize how... stark that is until I was more than thirty.
Everyone constantly struggled to get me to do _anything_ other than play video games. By coaxing, by force, didn't matter I would always go back to games.
One day I was asked why I like them so much.
My response? "Because Sonic doesn't judge me." Didn't realize how... stark that is until I was more than thirty.
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